I just saw the trailer to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hXH0Ackz6w
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Feeling Inspired...
Hannah's note made me cry, and it was a lot of different kinds of tears, I cried of happiness because what she said touched my heart in a deep way, and I cried tears of sorrow and sadness longing for what used to be. Hannah has inspired me to type a post that is full of words I've wanted to say for so long, so thank you so very much Hannah.
Laura, I love you like a sister and a friend, and I miss you more then you could ever imagine, I made a horrible mistake that was never worth a friend like you, and I can never change that, and it kills me inside. I want what we used to have so bad that I cry for it often. You and I were so close and I ruined everything for a REALLY stupid reason. I constantly want it to be like it once was, all the sleepovers and how we could tell each other anything and how we seemed to get each other so well. I remember how at one point when I wanted to talk to someone about a problem you were one of the first I turned to. (Hannah, too) You really were like my sister, and it's been really hard going on without you this past year or so. I hope that someday we can at least come close to what we used to have, but until then I'll keep hoping.
Taylor, I really worry about you a lot, and I miss how happy go lucky you used to be. I really wish there was something I could do, if you ever need someone to really talk to I will always be here for you, just let me know and I'll listen and tell you whatever it is I can to help, and if i can't I'll still be there to support you.
Hannah, I know you feel lost, unwanted and like you can't succeed at anything but I promise you, you can, I understand school work doesn't come easy to you, but I promise if you put your mind on something you can accomplish it. Also, love will find it's way, you are a really wonderful girl, your gorgeous, and witty, but we all know that Berea has an over abundance of completely retarded boys
My mother is now forcing me to go to sleep, so I will end this post, oh and I love you Lekey, and Kaylyn <3
I love you all to death
~ Heather (of the phunk) <3
Laura, I love you like a sister and a friend, and I miss you more then you could ever imagine, I made a horrible mistake that was never worth a friend like you, and I can never change that, and it kills me inside. I want what we used to have so bad that I cry for it often. You and I were so close and I ruined everything for a REALLY stupid reason. I constantly want it to be like it once was, all the sleepovers and how we could tell each other anything and how we seemed to get each other so well. I remember how at one point when I wanted to talk to someone about a problem you were one of the first I turned to. (Hannah, too) You really were like my sister, and it's been really hard going on without you this past year or so. I hope that someday we can at least come close to what we used to have, but until then I'll keep hoping.
Taylor, I really worry about you a lot, and I miss how happy go lucky you used to be. I really wish there was something I could do, if you ever need someone to really talk to I will always be here for you, just let me know and I'll listen and tell you whatever it is I can to help, and if i can't I'll still be there to support you.
Hannah, I know you feel lost, unwanted and like you can't succeed at anything but I promise you, you can, I understand school work doesn't come easy to you, but I promise if you put your mind on something you can accomplish it. Also, love will find it's way, you are a really wonderful girl, your gorgeous, and witty, but we all know that Berea has an over abundance of completely retarded boys
My mother is now forcing me to go to sleep, so I will end this post, oh and I love you Lekey, and Kaylyn <3
I love you all to death
~ Heather (of the phunk) <3
She gets so sick of crying.
Alright, so I'm making a movie..
It's called:
"HOW TO BE A TOTAL BITCH"
Starring yours truly.
I mean, seriously you guys!
How have you not fucking destroyed me yet??
I was reading some posts from way back when.
And you guys have said some pretty nasty stuff about me.
And what I have to say about this is:
If you guys treated me like I treated you, I would have killed every last one of you!
God. I guess you guys are some damn good friends because you have put up with me for so long. And Thank you so much for that, by the way.
Oh, some other things:
There were several posts about how after Lekey got her first BF about how I was supposed to be the next one... And I'm slightly confuzzled. Have I had a BF yet? The answer is no. This was like, almost two years ago, keep in mind. So now I'm all depressed.
Damn.
Oh, and Heather! I found one of your lovely posts. Remember that song you wrote for me? Here's a refresher if you don't.
Once upon a time There was a young girl blinded by a love so true she was head over heals For the one boy There was nothing anyone could do he acted her friend, gave her comfort and joy but then came the pain so horrible not even the strongest warrior could bear.
You shattered her world into a million pieces it didn’t appear that you cared, I watched you walk away I sat through her tears after all of that you just stared. Think of the heart you teared
One day the princess woke from her fairy tale. She never seemed to smile, everyone started to worry And then after a while She came around and realized That life isn't all that great And looked at you with longing eyes that didn't care about the hate
You shattered her world into a million pieces it didn’t appear that you cared I watched you walk away I sat through her tears After all of that you just started think of the heart you teared
And when she looked up at me her eyes still full of tears she looked back at what used to be and longed for the loving years. When you came around Her heart was unprepared to be loved like you made her feel to feel like someone cared but you turned your back on her she never would have thought you were lying When you said you where her friend and now her soul is dying
You shattered her world into a million pieces it didn’t appear that you cared I watched you walk away I sat through her tears after all of that you just started think of the heart you teared.
Now the wounds too deep you made her die on the inside with a promise you didn't keep You acted her friend Now her heart is totally shattered then you left her in the rain like nothing really mattered But she knew you better than that now I'm watching her walk away from youYou made her hurt so badly With all the things that you would do Now your eyes are leaking With tears of pain As you sit alone in the pouring rain You were teasing her When she caught on to your game Now you're the one Who's lost in the pain.
I cried when I read it again. I realized that it kinda fit the Dylan Situation that I had. (A little over a year ago. God, it seems like it happened last month.)
And Finally...
I also read all the posts that you guys posted after I "Quit" I had never read them... And I cried so damn much.
I never knew you guys cared so much about me. Like, seriously, Thank you. So much.
And I know some of you probably don't care so much about me anymore, and I wish we never drifted so far apart.
...
And when I say some of you have drifted away, I really mean one. (You know who you are...)
And I'd also like to say to that person...
I'm sorry.
For everything.
For pushing you away.
For being so mean to you.
For offending you as much as I have. (I guess that one can go along with the whole "being mean" thing.)
I really wish we were as close as we once were.
Because I'll tell you right now, I probably miss the days when we were close twice as much as you do...
And I understand if you don't accept this apology.
I wouldn't if I were you either.
Just remember that I love you and I will always consider you my(Phunk)sister.
Anyway. That's all I have to say for now.
Ttyl
-Hannah.
XO
It's called:
"HOW TO BE A TOTAL BITCH"
Starring yours truly.
I mean, seriously you guys!
How have you not fucking destroyed me yet??
I was reading some posts from way back when.
And you guys have said some pretty nasty stuff about me.
And what I have to say about this is:
If you guys treated me like I treated you, I would have killed every last one of you!
God. I guess you guys are some damn good friends because you have put up with me for so long. And Thank you so much for that, by the way.
Oh, some other things:
There were several posts about how after Lekey got her first BF about how I was supposed to be the next one... And I'm slightly confuzzled. Have I had a BF yet? The answer is no. This was like, almost two years ago, keep in mind. So now I'm all depressed.
Damn.
Oh, and Heather! I found one of your lovely posts. Remember that song you wrote for me? Here's a refresher if you don't.
Once upon a time There was a young girl blinded by a love so true she was head over heals For the one boy There was nothing anyone could do he acted her friend, gave her comfort and joy but then came the pain so horrible not even the strongest warrior could bear.
You shattered her world into a million pieces it didn’t appear that you cared, I watched you walk away I sat through her tears after all of that you just stared. Think of the heart you teared
One day the princess woke from her fairy tale. She never seemed to smile, everyone started to worry And then after a while She came around and realized That life isn't all that great And looked at you with longing eyes that didn't care about the hate
You shattered her world into a million pieces it didn’t appear that you cared I watched you walk away I sat through her tears After all of that you just started think of the heart you teared
And when she looked up at me her eyes still full of tears she looked back at what used to be and longed for the loving years. When you came around Her heart was unprepared to be loved like you made her feel to feel like someone cared but you turned your back on her she never would have thought you were lying When you said you where her friend and now her soul is dying
You shattered her world into a million pieces it didn’t appear that you cared I watched you walk away I sat through her tears after all of that you just started think of the heart you teared.
Now the wounds too deep you made her die on the inside with a promise you didn't keep You acted her friend Now her heart is totally shattered then you left her in the rain like nothing really mattered But she knew you better than that now I'm watching her walk away from youYou made her hurt so badly With all the things that you would do Now your eyes are leaking With tears of pain As you sit alone in the pouring rain You were teasing her When she caught on to your game Now you're the one Who's lost in the pain.
I cried when I read it again. I realized that it kinda fit the Dylan Situation that I had. (A little over a year ago. God, it seems like it happened last month.)
And Finally...
I also read all the posts that you guys posted after I "Quit" I had never read them... And I cried so damn much.
I never knew you guys cared so much about me. Like, seriously, Thank you. So much.
And I know some of you probably don't care so much about me anymore, and I wish we never drifted so far apart.
...
And when I say some of you have drifted away, I really mean one. (You know who you are...)
And I'd also like to say to that person...
I'm sorry.
For everything.
For pushing you away.
For being so mean to you.
For offending you as much as I have. (I guess that one can go along with the whole "being mean" thing.)
I really wish we were as close as we once were.
Because I'll tell you right now, I probably miss the days when we were close twice as much as you do...
And I understand if you don't accept this apology.
I wouldn't if I were you either.
Just remember that I love you and I will always consider you my(Phunk)sister.
Anyway. That's all I have to say for now.
Ttyl
-Hannah.
XO
Please allow me to introduce myself, I'm a man of wealth and taste
So, I know I've probably said it already but...
I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT KINGS ISLAND/GREAT WOLF LODGE.
Mainly because I plan on riding a roller coaster for the first time. :D
I've also never been GWL, and I've heard it's AWESOME.
Oh! And more good news!!
I talked to my brother last night. (The one that lives in Ohio, duh.)
And he said he was gonna come to my Birthday Party!!
YAY!
I know you guys probably don't care much about that. But I do, I haven't seen him since Christmas. And I'm not gonna see him at our reunion/Christmas in July. (I'll be at KI.)
So this makes me very happy. :)
Anyway in other important news...
I hung out with Lekey and Braden today.
We went to the Shannon Johnson Play ground.
It was fun!
And we also watched Scrubs.
Which was also fun!
Anyway I'm done for now.
Toodles!
-Hannah
XO
I'M REALLY EXCITED ABOUT KINGS ISLAND/GREAT WOLF LODGE.
Mainly because I plan on riding a roller coaster for the first time. :D
I've also never been GWL, and I've heard it's AWESOME.
Oh! And more good news!!
I talked to my brother last night. (The one that lives in Ohio, duh.)
And he said he was gonna come to my Birthday Party!!
YAY!
I know you guys probably don't care much about that. But I do, I haven't seen him since Christmas. And I'm not gonna see him at our reunion/Christmas in July. (I'll be at KI.)
So this makes me very happy. :)
Anyway in other important news...
I hung out with Lekey and Braden today.
We went to the Shannon Johnson Play ground.
It was fun!
And we also watched Scrubs.
Which was also fun!
Anyway I'm done for now.
Toodles!
-Hannah
XO
Saturday, June 26, 2010
A Response to Heather's Good News.
D'AWWWWWWWW.
:D
Heather, I'm so happy for youuuu!
I really think you should ask him out when he goes to your house.
If you have a chance at happiness. Take it.
Don't make my mistakes.
No one should want to live through my mistakes.
:/
I LOVE YOU, GURL.
-Hannah
xo
:D
Heather, I'm so happy for youuuu!
I really think you should ask him out when he goes to your house.
If you have a chance at happiness. Take it.
Don't make my mistakes.
No one should want to live through my mistakes.
:/
I LOVE YOU, GURL.
-Hannah
xo
It's VAMPY, baby!
13 hours and counting 'till I leave for VAMPY!!! *is excited*
Nerd Camp! Woot!
So yeah, for the next three weeks, I shall be studying physics at WKU with tons of awesome people. :)
Not that you guys aren't awesome. But you won't be at VAMPY. :(
Anyways, I won't have my phone most of the time. Just at specific times at night... So if any of you need to talk to me, just send me a text or leave me a voice mail so I know to call you. My phone won't tell me missed calls(unless there's like, twenty of them *looks pointedly in Hannah's direction*) so you HAVE to leave me a voice mail.
So yeah. I've gotten the okay for July 3rd for my parents to take some of you up. Unfortunately, I only have three seats. And I've gotten in touch with those whom I've gotten the okay from my 'rents to bring. So yeah.
Messages!!!
Braden- I need more than a maybe... Soonish please? Anyways, have fun with your animal crossing game... That makes me want to play that game too....
Hannah- I'm working on my questionnaire! *grins mischievously* See you when you come to visit! I'll give you back your heart-breaking movie and hopefully "Tale of the Body Thief" when you come. Oh! And did you read my challenge to you in the message I sent everyone? Go to the library! You can take Heather to help you if you like. Anyways, Luv ya!
Taylor- Enjoy being sixteen! It only lasts for a year! :'( And that it soooo cool that you now have the Karzai's robe. Like, really really cool. It is very pretty as well. Enjoy your vacation!
Lekey- I can't believe that you don't love us enough for a long post! *sobs* Jkjk. Anyways, thank you for your comment. It made my day. :) Amazing people is a good pastime, I believe... And you are going places too, my dear. Even if you don't know where or when. Though for now, life has taken you to India. So enjoy it! Very much! And don't pet the cobras!!!!! <3
Kaylyn- Hope you get on here soon! You have a lot of reading to catch up on, my dear...
Heather- I told you he liked you!!! *grins* I love it when these deductions come to being... Anyways, have fun at your sleepover. *wink, wink* And sorry you can't come visit me at nerd camp this year... But I don't think that six hours in a car with my parents could go very well for you... My parents hold grudges MUCH longer than I do... But anyways, I'm glad the single life has bothered you as much as you thought it would. Though it doesn't seem like that will last long... *knocks on wood to ensure that nothing was jinxed*
So anyways.... I'm glad that you all like the background I made. Took me awhile... And don't forget to feed the fish at the bottom of the page! (Click anywhere to drop food) The fishies also follow your mouse around in hopes of dropped food. It makes me happy. :)
So, I shall see you all at some point later. I'll try to illegally get on the internet to post something...
To VAMPY we go! :D
Love ya!
~Laura~
Nerd Camp! Woot!
So yeah, for the next three weeks, I shall be studying physics at WKU with tons of awesome people. :)
Not that you guys aren't awesome. But you won't be at VAMPY. :(
Anyways, I won't have my phone most of the time. Just at specific times at night... So if any of you need to talk to me, just send me a text or leave me a voice mail so I know to call you. My phone won't tell me missed calls(unless there's like, twenty of them *looks pointedly in Hannah's direction*) so you HAVE to leave me a voice mail.
So yeah. I've gotten the okay for July 3rd for my parents to take some of you up. Unfortunately, I only have three seats. And I've gotten in touch with those whom I've gotten the okay from my 'rents to bring. So yeah.
Messages!!!
Braden- I need more than a maybe... Soonish please? Anyways, have fun with your animal crossing game... That makes me want to play that game too....
Hannah- I'm working on my questionnaire! *grins mischievously* See you when you come to visit! I'll give you back your heart-breaking movie and hopefully "Tale of the Body Thief" when you come. Oh! And did you read my challenge to you in the message I sent everyone? Go to the library! You can take Heather to help you if you like. Anyways, Luv ya!
Taylor- Enjoy being sixteen! It only lasts for a year! :'( And that it soooo cool that you now have the Karzai's robe. Like, really really cool. It is very pretty as well. Enjoy your vacation!
Lekey- I can't believe that you don't love us enough for a long post! *sobs* Jkjk. Anyways, thank you for your comment. It made my day. :) Amazing people is a good pastime, I believe... And you are going places too, my dear. Even if you don't know where or when. Though for now, life has taken you to India. So enjoy it! Very much! And don't pet the cobras!!!!! <3
Kaylyn- Hope you get on here soon! You have a lot of reading to catch up on, my dear...
Heather- I told you he liked you!!! *grins* I love it when these deductions come to being... Anyways, have fun at your sleepover. *wink, wink* And sorry you can't come visit me at nerd camp this year... But I don't think that six hours in a car with my parents could go very well for you... My parents hold grudges MUCH longer than I do... But anyways, I'm glad the single life has bothered you as much as you thought it would. Though it doesn't seem like that will last long... *knocks on wood to ensure that nothing was jinxed*
So anyways.... I'm glad that you all like the background I made. Took me awhile... And don't forget to feed the fish at the bottom of the page! (Click anywhere to drop food) The fishies also follow your mouse around in hopes of dropped food. It makes me happy. :)
So, I shall see you all at some point later. I'll try to illegally get on the internet to post something...
To VAMPY we go! :D
Love ya!
~Laura~
BREAKING NEWS!!! (in the good way)
Okay so i was talking to you know who and he was all like "so did you mind when I kissed the top of your head?" and i was like "No not at all" and then he said "well would you mind if I did it again?" and then i said "Of course not" and he said "well I may just do that." and added a little smile, like so :) and then eh said he couldn't wait to come over to my house.
OOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'm done now. :)
OOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I'm done now. :)
Animal Crossing!
This is an AMAZING video game. I haven't played it in 17 months (it told me that).
It's about this humanoid person who moves to a town (you get to name both the person and the town) where animals live as humans do. They can speak and live in houses and wear clothes.
The town is awesome! There's a dump, a store (that grows throughout the game), a post office, a museum (where you have to donate paintings, fish, bugs, and fossils), a police office/lost and found, and a Wishing Well where you go for festivities. Oh yeah, they have HOLIDAYS! It's amazing!
New Year's: There's a countdown by the lake.
Halloween: You just run around and try not to get tricked unless you have candy. There's even a ghost that comes out.
Thanksgiving: There's a feast with a live turkey (that's on the run).
Toy Day = Christmas
Labor Day, various festivals and a fishing tournament every Sunday during a specific month.
It's all awesome. It's like a little kid/animal version of the Sims (except you don't have needs ;D).
Next time we all get together.....I'm showing you all!
Mhm.
No time for more than a quick word to all of you. Promise it's not because I don't love you. It's because Scrubs is the only thing keeping me sane in these last days before el Epic Trip. :)
Laura: You never cease to amaze me. You're going places, just hold on.
Braden: You HAVE changed a lot in a small span of time. It's awesome to watch, and even awesomer (it's a word) to spend time with you as it happens. I adore you.
Hannah: Dang girl! I miss you too! You seem to really like traveling, so, let's go on a trip together sometime. Tell me THAT wouldn't be interesting.
Heather: Good, good, good choice. If you're not ready to ask him, just make sure he doesn't get away. ;) I love you and wish we spent more time together!
Taylor!: You just rock. I hope you get into that costume design class, I'll gladly be a mannequin if it means we spend more time together. We've had good talks this past year. I hope for more in the future.
Kaylynn: You've probably been up to lots and lots. I'm sorry we never manage to stay in touch! Have an amazing summer, we'll hang this year.
Je taime, all of you. Make sure to check out my blog once in a while this summer.
Peace an' blessins,
-L
Laura: You never cease to amaze me. You're going places, just hold on.
Braden: You HAVE changed a lot in a small span of time. It's awesome to watch, and even awesomer (it's a word) to spend time with you as it happens. I adore you.
Hannah: Dang girl! I miss you too! You seem to really like traveling, so, let's go on a trip together sometime. Tell me THAT wouldn't be interesting.
Heather: Good, good, good choice. If you're not ready to ask him, just make sure he doesn't get away. ;) I love you and wish we spent more time together!
Taylor!: You just rock. I hope you get into that costume design class, I'll gladly be a mannequin if it means we spend more time together. We've had good talks this past year. I hope for more in the future.
Kaylynn: You've probably been up to lots and lots. I'm sorry we never manage to stay in touch! Have an amazing summer, we'll hang this year.
Je taime, all of you. Make sure to check out my blog once in a while this summer.
Peace an' blessins,
-L
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