My weekend....

It was amazing!
Knoxville was so pretty...especially on Saturday.
We had a healing circle outside because somebody close to us in the community passed away and two of the grandkids are in SAYF.
It was sunny!
Knoxville has a wooden balance beam outside....so I was a happy SAYFer!
After many oreos, grapes, and cups of juice, I'm so glad I got to go.
I wrote an Epistle (which is now officially known as a Worship Journal).
I told time in Spanish.
I played an 8 hour game of Monopoly.
Can't wait to get these next three weeks over and done!

Two days!

I'm excited.
After 5 months of being deprived.....I can finally go to SAYF! Ahhhhh!
I'm so ready to see SAYFers and hug them lots-of-millions!

So angry I'm sick at my stomach

I don't want to go back to Berea, like NOW.

We put up the cast list for Annie today, and my mom was so proud of it because she thought it was perfect, but a bunch of kids were unhappy, and they did nothing but whine, and complain all day, and then after school parents started calling and harassing her like it was her fault or something. It got so bad that my mom just broke down and started crying, and now she won't do the show.

It sickens me that people are that selfish, and that some parents are that ruthless that they can insult my mommy like that.

That would never happen at Berea, people there have more respect, more decency then to hurt someone like that on purpose.

I hate knowing everything that goes on because I'm in a constant state of rage, at Berea I knew a lot, because Flara would tell me a lot, but I didn't know everything, and I didn't have to witness it.

Words just can not even express how angry I am.

Bleh.

I like Taylors thingy, it's quite pretty and festive, and purple!

Well I'm trying out for a musical on Thursday and Friday, it's Annie, which you all know about the plot so I won't go into further detail about it.

Andrew and I broke up, I would feel fine, if I didn't feel like a jerk. Hurting people really makes me unhappy, and now I have this constant hurting in my chest because I know that I did something bad to someone. Why do I suck so much?

I love you all to death,
~Heather

Happy Valentine's Day!

In honor of the holiday I made this!

Valentine's Wallpaper

It's a valentine wallpaper. I hope y'all like it!

The post about feelings.

I think some feelings have faded.

I've just been thinking lately about how it will work out between us.

I don't want to commit to a long distance relationship because I wouldn't get to see him as much as I would like (and Facebook isn't seeing him like I would want to), and it just opens the door for somebody else to enter the picture, and I don't want that to be a problem.

I guess I've also felt some indirect pressure, I guess you would say. Yes, I am talking Homecoming. He wasn't actually my date, more of my guest and good friend. I also didn't feel like slow dancing that night. I really wanted to just fist pump all night, pretty much. So it wasn't necessary to walk off and "leave us alone." Which shouldn't have to happen anyway.

And there's more stuff that I kinda wanted to talk about in person, which is why I wanted to put together a Phunk hang out.

So yeah.

Hey All!

So I've been meaning to post something since, like... Sunday.

And then I got busy with homework and ended up staying up until 6AM and then sleeping all day the next day and... Yeah.

So everythings going great here. Classes are awesome. Friends are awesome....

Still miss you guys though. And when I'm at home, I miss my friends here... Can't win, can I? Ah well though...

So let's see... What do I have to talk about? Nothing really comes to mind right now... Got a boyfriend, but you all already know that thanks to facebook and me being home for a month... Things are going well there it seems...

Uh... So what's going on in all your lives? Gotta keep me updated on the drama, you know. ;)

I hope that I get to see most of you all soon. My family is going to be visiting for my grandma's birthday this weekend, so I won't be able to hang out much after that first Friday get together. But I'll be back for regionals next weekend.

Love you all and miss you! More than I can say...
~Laura(of the phunk)~

A valid point

Taylor's right, we should get this thing up and running for real again. I miss you all, and would love to be more in touch with you guys.
So far for me i've been pretty good, my plays opening night is this friday and I'm stressing a little bit, but that's just how it goes.
I'm actually doing really well; I have all A's in my classes, my teachers are all very nice. My new friends are lovely (not as lovely as you all), I have a gorgeous prom dress, and I'm getting my license and a car soon (hopefully I'll see you all more once I get it.)
Love you all! <3

Hey guys, remember this blog that we have?

So hi guys. Remember this blog? I mean, besides Braden?

Personally I think we need this blog more than we ever have before, seeing as Heather and Laura are off on their own adventures, Lekey's homeschooled, and I hardly talk to the rest of you.

Remember when we used to have sleepovers and watch some movie, cook some food, have some deep discussion, and giggle over some funny thing?

Remember when we were The Phunk and we used to cry in front of each other?

Remember when we went out for movies, or to the Black Feather, or shopping, and we all tried on dresses we didn't even consider buying?

Remember when I hung out with you guys all the time?

Remember when we used to have fights? We don't do that anymore because we don't talk enough to disagree about anything.

Remember in 8th grade when we decided we were going to be friends for the rest of our lives and name our children after each other and stuff?

Now I'm not saying we're not still friends. I'm not saying I don't still hang out with some of you sometimes. I'm just saying we never get together as a group, we never talk about stuff together... what happened?

So let's revive the blog, yeah? I can't talk in person to Laura when she's 4 hours away but the internet exists for a reason. So let's do this. <3

Post #500

So three of our five cheer competitions have past.
The first two were flukes.
Today's was AMAZING! We had only a couple of glitches, but we hit every stunt and we won in our division!
Also I need to learn the full dance for Thriller because they played the song before awards and all of the cheerleaders were dancing on the mats and I only did three pieces that were slightly accurate. Some cheerleaders saw what I was doing and joined in....kinda. I would pause and just look around and they'd just be staring at me. They'd copied every move I did. LOL! It was funny!
Best day ever!