Sunday, October 31, 2010

Halloween happenings...

Friday night: Haunted Barn and Trail with Lekey, Sibyl, Ashley, Isaac Alexander, and Brandon Hartman. It was fun! We stood in line for about 30 mins. Michael Myers came and stalked everybody in line. Pretty sweet. We went in and there was this old creepy guy who's wife is in a coffin. We had to memorize the date she died (10/27/06). The numbers appeared later in the barn. Stuff started happening like noises and people scaring Lekey and Ashley in the corner they were sitting in. He started telling us those numbers started bad things and we had to leave.
So we are rushed out of the room (while his wife rose from the coffin, which I knew would happen). We went up some stairs.
We go through the barn, get scared by people. There was a guy who was yelling at us to get out, blah blah blah, and I'm in the back of our group, and nobody is moving, so I'm like, "Go on, guys." He starts shouting, "What's the problem, little boy? You gonna piss your pants?" I didn't say anything, I just thought, "No. It's just that nobody is moving!"
The next room was a Saw-themed room where we had to find a key to get out. It didn't take long because we saw the string it was attached to, and we got out.
Then we go down some stairs. It was funny. The clown was helping some on us down the stairs, and she tells me, "You're gonna die." LOL! I thought, "By falling down these stairs, maybe."
Then we saw a little girl with a Ouija board, then a girl swinging who was snatched by Freddy Kruger.
Then there was a pitch black maze. Then we were in this tight room with a chain-linked window looking outside. There were two guys in there with us. One asked if we would go to his house for dinner. Ashley was like, "Are we having Isaac?" LOL!
I knew something was gonna happen. Then I heard the chainsaw start and Leatherface was on the other side of the fence window. We didn't move, but the doorway was open and I was motioning them to go through.....but no. LOL! We went through eventually and got outside.
Then there was the trail part, which was small. I just start running through it and it was one chainsaw guy after the other (there were three).
We lived, but Ashley and Isaac didn't come out. Apparently a little boy was trying to scare Ashley in the trail and she talked to him because he wasn't scary. They came a couple of minutes later.
We were safe. I was walking with Lekey and then she sees Michael Myers coming towards us again. LOL! She was really creeped out. It was really fun. Next year, we all have to go to one.

Saturday: Didn't do much until trick-or-treat (which seemed like only 30 minutes long). We all dressed up, then watched Paranormal Activity after that, then the party, then I went back to Sibyl's and watched Freddy vs. Jason.

Sunday: Meeting, Lekey's talk about India, yummy snacks, Hong Kong Buffet for lunch, and nothing else.

Now I need to complete my Youth Salute essay and read for Lambert.

El dia de los muertos es manana.

Life has been...

Pretty awesome, despite a few minor problems.
This weekend was great!
Party, adventures, and another step towards my main goal at the moment. c;
Next week/weekend shall be fabulous.
*Tues: Going to Kaylyn's to do our AP project.
*Friday: Due Date with Meghan, Delaney (I think) and Donna.
*Saturday: Hiking with Kaylyn, Heather, (maybe Rane and Rhiannon.), AND if I get to talk to him this week at some point, Skyler. ;D
*Sunday: Who knows! I kind of want to hang out with my cousin.


And the following is just a song that I've been listening to a lot lately.




Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met

You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth

And everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay

I want to go where everyone goes
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same

I never said I'd leave the city
I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about

When everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say

Things have changed for me, and that's okay

(Well, things have changed for me
Come on every body, let's dance and sing)

I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and join the party)

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on everyone, let's dance and sing)

I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and sing along)


Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I'm on my way, and I say

Things have changed for me

--Panic! At the Disco.
That Green Gentlemen (Things have changed)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

well not much going on here, I mean I have a busy week, but nothing major as far as feelings and whatnot go.

So I'm having a birthday party on November 12/ 13th I'll put all the details to that on Facebook and not spam it up on here.

Friday is the cast party so a sleepover wouldn't work for Taylor and I, anyway I love you guys, and Hannah keep your chin up, I love you sweetie, and it'll all work out in the end. <3

My Friend of Misery.

Words can not describe how fucking pissed off I am right now.
No, not because of the god damned delay.
No, not because of what happened fucking yesterday.
This has been going on for the past week or two.
And I'm getting fed up with it.
I'm not going to tell you, because then I'll go into this huge rant.
If you want to know, you can ask Heather, she knows and won't rant to you for ever.

-Hannah

First thing to know about College...

You've probably seen this before...

1. Friends
2. Good Grades
3. Sleep
You're in College. Pick two.

It's true. Not even kidding. I catch up on my sleep and my grades start slipping. I study more and I don't have time to hang out with my friends... So I always end up with no sleep...

I am soooo tired. All the time. But I'm also having a lot of fun... So it's worth it. :)

So I haven't posted in awhile, mainly because I don't know what to say really...

Taylor said once, that it's like I have a whole new life now. And she's right. I don't even know where to begin on telling you what's been happening with me... There's just SO MUCH!

I guess that all you really need to know is that I'm happy here. Yeah, I miss you guys. A lot. But I like it here. I don't know what I'd do if I had to go back to High School... It'd drive me insane after being here, with more challenging work and awesome classes. Did I mention that my final for my Engineering class is to build and program a robot? I'd go insane having sit through my old HS classes... Even though I would get to see you guys more...

I donno. That's just something I've been thinking on lately. I've got such awesome friends here and a wall full of paper to remind me of my awesome friends back home. :)

Anyways, I hope you guys are doing alright. Call/Skype me at any point. Webcams are such wonderful inventions...

Though if you have a sleepover, I'm not going to be home until Thanksgiving... Though I might come back on the second weekend of November... I don't know at this point. Feel free to have sleepovers before that, but I would definitely like to have one while I'm home as well. :)

Love you all! <3
~Laura~

P.S. If any of you have the chance to come up here, COME SEE ME! I want to show you guys what it's like up here...

P.P.S. Taylor, I've been trying to send you a letter for like, ever! I CAN'T FIND STAMPS ANYWHERE GAH! /mad scream
Anyways... I might just have to give you one in person... Or have my parents bring it to you or something... We shall see. Thank you for the letter, btw... Made my day. :D

Monday, October 25, 2010

So....yeah

Life is life.
Ummm, cheerleading is going alright.
I get a free weekend......so if we're going to have a sleepover, let's have it on like Friday night.
Possible?
I hope so.

Excuse my boredom

Siddown, you're rockin' the boat

All right. Time to get this blog/show back on the road. Mmhmm.

I think that it is high time we had a sleepover. Because there is one thing that I have wanted to tell you all since about May and I've never had the opportunity. Maybe it's obvious anyway, but if I don't get it out in person before the end of this year I'll just have to post it on the blog.

Anywhoo.
I had so much fun backstage at the play. Oz taught me to always be involved. I'm used to having small parts, but I didn't realize how fun a small part on stage could be when you have a big part backstage. But this time I'm not even glad it's over! I wanted it to go on for... well, for a long time. I'm sure those who had their whole head sprayed white would disagree with me.

I'm also having lots of fun with this Howl jacket. I love how it's coming together so far!!! :D
Did I mention that Halloween is like my favorite holiday?

I still think you should all read The Bell Jar. Because it's a good book. I want to read it again.
And that is all for my little musing of the evening. Cheers!

DUDE.

So like. No one is posting besides Hannah, so maybe we should like do that or something. :D

anyway love you guys. <3

After school

We had auditions for our musical. But this isn't why I'm posting.
There's some confusion among people to why I was super upset, it wasn't about the whole Sebby calling me fat thing, that mainly just annoyed me, the joke was getting old, y'know? What really made me upset was something Aaron said. Oh, you don't know what he said? Well he said this:

"If there were more people like you there would be a shortage of razorblades on earth."

That just made me so upset.
Yes, I know he was kidding, if he meant it that would've made things worse.
But the reason this thing made me so upset is one: No one wants to be told that. And two: I've gotten to much shit for stuff like that. Sometimes people were joking, other times they weren't. And the ones who did mean what they said, one, didn't even say it to my fucking face. And two: I don't even fucking KNOW them! I mean God DAMN.

Yeah, so that's what bummed me out. But he apparently really felt bad about saying that, which is new. He's never felt bad about all the shit he's done before. *sigh*

Well, tomorrow will hopefully be a better day.

-Hannah
xo

(POST, DAMN IT.)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

This song

If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more.

Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong, with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die. My, my, my.
An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see.

And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad.
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

"Thank You" by: Led Zeppelin

Saturday, October 16, 2010

So yeah...

So a lot of you seemed a little confused with my changed relationship status and it's pretty understandable, none of you all have seen me and him hang out or even talk, except Hannah, and she didn't until last night, but anyway, He is my official boyfriend now, and I'm really happy, he's really sweet and we have A LOT in common, he's really funny and he genuinely cares about me. if you want to know any more about it that's cool, like I said I understand.  love you guys always. <3

Friday, October 15, 2010

Promised only lies.

Fuck tonight.
Fuck it.
Fuck it in the ass.
Hard.

I'm never making plans again.
If you guys ever want to hang out with me, you make the plans.
Because when I make them, people end up bailing. And I'm FUCKING tired of it.
And maybe when you make plans. I'll bail out last second. And leave you to cry.
Just like you guys do to me.
I'm just sick of it.

Trash pick up in the morning.
Then something else.
Probably go home.
And do nothing.
As fucking usual.

-Hannah

Fuck it.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Taylor!

Eugene Oberst competed in the 1924 Summer Olympics in Paris.

At the trials, he had a disappointing meet, placing 5th, but they put him on the team anyway because he did so well in past meets.
At the Olympics, he became the first American to win a medal in the Javelin throw.

Get Happy/Happy Days Are Here Again!

Speaking of Streisand (who's known for her cover of Somewhere), here's another pick-me-up that she has sung solo and as a duet with Judy Garland.
Barbra is singing Happy Days Are Here Again.
Judy is singing Get Happy.

Judy
Forget your troubles

Barbra
Happy days

Judy
Come on get happy

Barbra
Are here again

Judy
You better chase all your cares away

Barbra
The skies above are clear again

Judy
Shout Hallelujah

Barbra
So let's sing a song

Judy
Come on get happy

Barbra
Of cheer again

Judy
Get ready for the Judgment Day

Barbra
Happy days are here again

Judy
The sun is shining

Barbra
All together

Judy
Come on get happy

Barbra
Shout it now

Judy
The Lord is waiting to take your hand

Barbra
There's no one who can doubt it now

Judy
Shout Hallelujah

Barbra
So let's tell the world

Judy
And just get happy

Barbra
About it now

Judy
We're going to the Promised Land

Barbra
Happy days are here again

Judy
We're heading cross a river
Soon your cares will all be gone

Barbra
There'll be no more from now on

Both
From now on!

Judy
Forget your troubles

Barbra
Happy days

Judy
And just get happy

Barbra
Are here again

Judy
You better chase all your blues away

Barbra
The skies above are clear again

Judy
Shout Hallelujah

Barbra
So let's sing a song

Judy
And just get happy

Barbra
Of cheer again
Happy times

Judy
Happy times

Barbra
Happy nights

Judy
Happy nights

Both
Happy days are here again..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hf53oFb4IKA

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

There is one thing that I would sing to any of you as you were dying. It's from West Side Story.

There's a place for us
Somewhere a place for us
Peace and quiet and open air
Wait for us somewhere

There's a time for us
Someday a time for us
Time together with time to spare
Time to look, time to care

Someday, somewhere
We'll find a new way of living
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere

There's a place for us
A time and place for us
Hold my hand and we're halfway there
Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow, someday


Today

God, I have no idea what happened to me today.
I was having a pretty decent day. Then it went downhill from fourth period. I felt awful, I was depressed, I was tired, and I have no idea why! Damn. I'm sorry if I brought any of you down. I tried not to, which is why I kind of just withdrew myself in sixth. I was completely miserable. I just wish I knew why.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Then Friday should be great, even though I'm not going to the dance. I'm going to the BC&T with Re-Ro, then to the game, and then her, Heather and I are going to my house for a sleepover. Fun times.

And tomorrow after school I'm going to Lexington with Candace for dinner. c:
I want tomorrow to be a good day. Let's hope it is.

Every rose has its thorn.
Just like every night has its dawn.
Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song.
Every rose has its thorn.

-Hannah

Ps: Post, damn it.

Monday, October 11, 2010

If I died tomorrow, what one thing would you want me to know?

I wish I had the courage to ask people (other than you guys) this question. :
I really just want to know what people would say.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

What. A song from Get Him To The Greek had an affect on my life??

You bet it did.


Like water through a drain,
I'm spinning down, down, down
Like the needle in my vein,
You're bringing me down, down, down
Like a dog who's gone insane,
You're putting me down, down, down

And those of you who doubted me,
Are going down, down, down
And the record man who never called,
Can you hear what's going on?

I'm coming up
I'm coming up
I'm coming up
I'm coming up
And the world ain't gonna catch me going down

Like the food deep in my belly,
I'm going down, down, down
And for twenty bucks in the alley,
I'm going down, down, down
Like the trail beneath your valley
I'm going down, down, down

For my ma, who's always honored me,
I'm going down, down, down
For my pa, who never wanted me,
Can you feel what's going on?

I'm coming up
I'm coming up
I'm coming up
I'm coming up
And the world ain't gonna catch me going down

Oh, won't you please believe me,
Oh baby don't you leave me
Why wont you say you need me
Please use them breasts to feed me,
I ain't going down

For my ma, who's always honored me,
I'm going down, down, down
For my pa, who never wanted me,
Can you feel what's going on?

I'm coming up
I'm coming up
I'm coming up
I'm coming up
And the world ain't gonna catch me going dow
n

Of course.

Dude, check this out;
Our blog is rated R.
Are you surprised?
:D


Saturday, October 9, 2010

I'm feeling a little nostalgic tonight....

First off, Taylor, I'll go to homecoming if I can get one thing.
A date.
I'm the only one who hasn't had a date to a dance. (Other than Braden.)
If I can get a date, I'll go.
If not. I'm staying home.

Anyway.
Nostalgia all over the place tonight.
I've been bored, so I started youtubing Adam Lambert's Idol performances.
And hell, some shit from his album.
But then I came across old "Kradam" interviews.
And I cried.
Why did I cry?
Well, because I cry at everything.
But, I cried because I miss their friendship so much. They don't even talk to eachother anymore. It makes me sad. I even read some old fics. I cried even more. Damn. That's really sad, isn't it?
And I've been listening to the music I listened in Middle School.
(Simple Plan, My Chemical Romance, Nickleback, Jonas Brothers.)
It's been a good night for the most part. Other than the really fucking boring part.
But, yeah. My goal for the week. Get a date for Homecoming. If I don't get a date (which I probably won't.) I'm not going.

Mhmm. Yeah. Not changing my mind on this. No date. No dance.

-Hannah
xo

And out my song must pour

Guess what.
I really really really want to put on Guys & Dolls this year. skjfalskgh
WHEN YOU MEET A GENT
PAYING ALL KINDS OF RENT
FOR A FLAT THAT COULD FLATTEN THE TAJ MAHAL

Yeah anyway.
Set building on Thursday was pretty fun. I "upholstered" my first couch. :D

Then I spent all night talking to Terra. I don't do that enough.
I'm really glad that this coming week is Spirit week, otherwise I would be really dreading school. But since I get to wear a costume 3 days out of 5, and the dance is on Friday, I'm excited!

Braden, I'm sorry for moping around at your party. I should've gone home, I hope it didn't bother you. I know I hate it when people mope around at my parties.

Hannah! Go to the dance! If you just forget about everything and dance, dance to everything and anything, it's dark and nobody cares how ridiculous they may or may not look, and you can just let go... I didn't figure that out until the back to school dance. Besides, getting ready is half the fun. Therefore.... you should come. :)

Heather, you don't know how glad I am that you're being reasonable about Madelyn and Sebastian. Thank you.

The Homecoming Dance.

I don't think I'm going to go.
Yeah, I know. It sucks.
But, really, what reason do I have to go for?
A good time? Hang out with friends?
Yeah, okay.
Hang out with friends, sure.
But a good time? Haha, no. I never have a good time at dances. There's always something that gets me upset, whether it's no one wants to dance with me, or "Oh, God. THIS song?!" And that either means, they're playing horrible music, OR they're playing a song that makes me upset.
So yeah, I'm not going.
I hope you guys have a good time on Friday.
I love you all.

-Hannah
xo

Friday, October 8, 2010

This song will always be relevant.

Spread Your Wings
Artist: Queen
Album: News of the World


Sammy was low
Just watching the show
Over and over again
Knew it was time
He'd made up his mind
To leave his dead life behind
His boss said to him
'Boy you'd better begin
To get those crazy notions right out of your head
Sammy who do you think that you are?
You should've been sweeping up the Emerald bar'

Spread your wings and fly away
Fly away far away
Spread your little wings and fly away
Fly away far away
Pull yourself together
'Cos you know you should do better
That's because you're a free man

He spends his evenings alone in his hotel room
Keeping his thoughts to himself he'd be leaving soon
Wishing he was miles and miles away
Nothing in this world nothing would make him stay

Since he was small
Had no luck at all
Nothing came easy to him
Now it was time
He'd made up his mind
'This could be my last chance'

His boss said to him 'now listen boy
You're always dreaming
You've got no real ambition you won't get very far
Sammy boy don't you know who you are?
Why can't you be happy at the Emerald bar?'

So honey
Spread your wings and fly away
Fly away far away
Spread your little wings and fly away
Fly away far away
Pull yourself together
'Cos you know you should do better
That's because you're a free man
Come on honey
Fly with me.


You guys will never understand what this song means to me.
I love it so much.
I wouldn't be surprised if it was my favorite song of all time.
I've never really felt any kind of freedom.
But when I listen to this song.
I feel lighter than air.
Like, maybe, there's something I actually have to live for out there.
I just need to find it.
And when I do find it...
Hell, I can easily say that will be the greatest day of my life.

-Hannah
xo

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Happy Birthday!

TO ME!
First of the Phunk to turn 17!
WHOO!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

*cough cough*

Yeah......ummmm......I'm still single and I'm almost 17......and it's not exactly easy for me to find a guy either....while living in Berea.....unless I'm crazy and go for a college student or somebody who doesn't live in town (and I wouldn't see them a whole lot).
The closest I've been was talking to a guy who lives in Lexington (Adam) and we planned to meet at the mall, but we never got the chance to really meet. I did see him once before we actually started talking. This was around when David was in school, and I told Adam I still liked David, so we never talked since then.
But I've talked to guys before. They either don't live in town, or are in college, and I wouldn't want a college guy until I'm in college anyway, so yeah.
I've never really had that in-person kind of talking, so your chances were greater than mine.
Just saying.
I'm giving you a hug when I see you next because I love you. :D

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

When is it gonna be MY turn?

It's official. Every girl friend I have has had a boyfriend. (Yes, even Kaylyn. She just says it shouldn't count.)
And I'm very happy that all my friends are happy, believe me.
But I think I deserve someone. I've waited long enough. 16 years. You guys had Bf's at like 14. I'm sixteen and a god damned junior in high school. And I'm tired of being alone. Fuck. Why don't any of the guys I like, like me back!? IT'S NOT FAIR. NOT FAIR. NOT FAIR. NOT FAIR.
I'm tired of being alone. I want someone to hold. I want someone to love. I want someone who I know is going to be there when I need someone to text at 2 in the morning. I want Someone.
And almost anyone who's willing to be with me at this point I would take them. But it's apparently not that simple. Though it seems to be that way for a lot of people. Why can't I be one of those girls that every guy wants? Instead I'm the girl that tends to repel guys. They just see her as a dork that isn't worth the time. Or a fucking toy for their own god damn amusment.

And then the one guy. The one guy, who saw past my dorkiness, and my immaturity and saw a girl worth something, someone beautiful, even though I couldn't see the girl he was talking about. And we were almost something, but then we just pissed eachother off, and he moved on. Moved on without me. So here I stand.

I just want someone.
Anyone.
Someone that will sweep me off my feet.
Someone that will hold me.
And tell me I'm beautiful.
Even though I don't believe I am.
That's all anyone wants.
And you all have had it.
I haven't.
And it all I wish for.
Pray for, even.

You guys are probabaly rolling your eyes and thinking "Oh she's in one of these moods again."
But, oh well.
I've cried for the past hour because of this shit.
You know how pathetic that is?
It's awful.
I'm done now.
Goodnight.
Maybe I won't wake up in the morning.
Maybe I'll stay asleep forever.
Eternal sleep.
That sounds great right about now.

-Hannah.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Birthday party!

Now it's my turn to have a party.
The only date I could have it this week is on Friday, most likely 1 to 5, at Memorial Park.
I'll be turning 17, so we'll have a playground at my party because it'll be my last year as a legal child.
WHEE! A child who can legally watch R rated movies at the theater!
Pfffff!
I started watching those since I was like........ten or whenever.
Anywho!
Please come!
Details on Facebook!

Fall Breakkkkk!

Fall Break is gonna kick ass this year.
Haha, jk.
It's gonna be boring as fuck. Until Wednesday that is. I get to hang out with Laura. And possibly Meghan. :)
ALSO.
EVERYONE NEEDS TO WATCH GET HIM TO THE GREEK. IT'S AMAZING. AND HILARIOUS AND IT HAS LARS ULRICH. FOR A TOTAL OF MAYBE SEVEN MINUTES.
Mhmm. Yeah. Fall Break 2010. Boring as fuck.