This is the post i was talking about so PLEASE READ THIS POST, EVERYONE.
Hannah's note made me cry, and it was a lot of different kinds of tears, I cried of happiness because what she said touched my heart in a deep way, and I cried tears of sorrow and sadness longing for what used to be. Hannah has inspired me to type a post that is full of words I've wanted to say for so long, so thank you so very much Hannah.
Laura, I love you like a sister and a friend, and I miss you more then you could ever imagine, I made a horrible mistake that was never worth a friend like you, and I can never change that, and it kills me inside. I want what we used to have so bad that I cry for it often. You and I were so close and I ruined everything for a REALLY stupid reason. I constantly want it to be like it once was, all the sleepovers and how we could tell each other anything and how we seemed to get each other so well. I remember how at one point when I wanted to talk to someone about a problem you were one of the first I turned to. (Hannah, too) You really were like my sister, and it's been really hard going on without you this past year or so. I hope that someday we can at least come close to what we used to have, but until then I'll keep hoping.
Taylor, I really worry about you a lot, and I miss how happy go lucky you used to be. I really wish there was something I could do, if you ever need someone to really talk to I will always be here for you, just let me know and I'll listen and tell you whatever it is I can to help, and if i can't I'll still be there to support you.
Hannah, I know you feel lost, unwanted and like you can't succeed at anything but I promise you, you can, I understand school work doesn't come easy to you, but I promise if you put your mind on something you can accomplish it. Also, love will find it's way, you are a really wonderful girl, your gorgeous, and witty, but we all know that Berea has an over abundance of completely retarded boys
My mother is now forcing me to go to sleep, so I will end this post, oh and I love you Lekey, and Kaylyn <3
I love you all to death
~ Heather (of the phunk) <3
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