So I don't really know what to say, well I guess I do. I understand that I am a terrible person and deserve the treatment I received today, but that doesn't mean it didn't crush me into a million pieces, because I don't have loving parents or a close family who make me feel loved you guys are all I have.
I'm sorry that I yelled in the gym this morning, but I found out at about nine last night that my grandmother is dying, and I was crying when people started to bother me, and it felt worse when no one even asked me why or tried to give me any comfort you guys just sat down a few rows from me and laughed like everything was okay.
Laura I understand your treatment towards me , and yo didn't really have to have Brendan tell me you didn't hate me, and it would have been more believable if you would have at least tried to say something to me. I know I don't deserve to make any requests but if you don't want to be my friend anymore I would like for you to tell me. If you all really want I can leave the Phunk and not even post anymore, because the treatment I received today made me feel very unwanted, and I guess I understand so if you all could just let me know then the horrible person i am will get out of your alls lives and stop messing everything up.
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