Ugh...

I need sleep... Badly... And I'm going to have it to, here in a minute...

But I suppose that I should at least post something...

Old wounds have been opened, but I've reclosed them permantly tonight, or so I hope.

I've been looking back and I'm surprised at how much I've changed throughout 2008... I started out as my old, quiet and calm self, but I'm not completely sure what I've become...

I'm still kinda quiet, but I actually talk to everyone around now, rather than just our little friends group, as I used to.

I'm actually doing a lot of writing and am almost done with a song... Think of it. Me, actually finishing something I wrote. I'm currently refining a song I wrote about our Phunk family actually... And none of you can see it until it's completely done and you've heard it to music before you've read it...

I'm so much more secure in myself and my position. I'm starting to actually figure myself out...

I should really stop being surprised that everything that has to do with my star sign, Pisces, fits me completely... Except for the whole "likely to take drugs" thing... Books are a much better escape, and won't cause me lasting damage. Except to my eyesight...

Sorry I'm being so random... I've just finished some serious introspection, not to mention I'm about to fall asleep where I sit, and it's only 11...

Not to mention I just took a big weight off of my shoulders... I feel all light and fluttery and peaceful... It's kinda nice...

If you're looking for said heavy weight, check the Drafts. Don't read it unless you have some time on your hands, seeing as I can't talk about something that's meaningful to me without making it like a novel... But it's in response to Tay's draft, so you all know what it's about...

Anyway, I'm tired. Talk to you later...

Your Friend and Sister,
~Laura (of the Phunk)~