Today I went to Silver Creek Baptist again and I still feel like I don't belong. Every time I enter the building, I feel something in my heart (or around there and it's physical) and I hate it. I wish I could just be a Quaker and always go to Berea Friends. My mom said that it really couldn't be a regular thing because she wants to family together, but I am just a blank human being every Sunday when I go there and there's always boring music and improper grammar, I can't take it. Today the choir sang a song from the Christmas cantata they did, and the harmony was on tape. It was ridiculous.
I really like the idea of Quakers being non-evangalistic. It gives people a chance to be interested instead of being tracked down and having religion shoved down their throats.
Speaking of tracking, when I went to Mexico (El Rio Grande) for lunch, I saw the foreign exchange lady again. At first I was nebulous if it was her or not, but it was.
She came in looking around at everybody and walked around the whole dining area and then went to the restroom, came back and circled the restaurant again and left. Each time she past me, I was scared. Yes, she scares me now after Christmas Eve.
Tell me your thoughts please. I hope to see you guys's soon!
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