Wow. You know, when I logged on, I thought I'd be posting just a lil random check-in kinda thing...

I was off. By a lot. See, this whole debacle is a result of the issues repeatedly mentioned. And I think its good. It's time. I don't think anyone is to blame, and we all have our problems.

But the first thing I heard when I got on:

I have seen the others
and I have discovered
that this fight is not worth fighting
I have seen their mothers
and I will no other
to follow me where I'm going

Go now, you are forgiven

Talk about synchronicity. Which I am wayyy into right now. Thanks Dispatch.

So... I don't know, it seems like even though we're in this HUGE mess, we can get through it. "This fight is not worth fighting". Or maybe it just shouldn't be a fight. We do have problems, but we are different from other groups in that we realize it and feel like we should, even want to, address them.

The get-together idea that keeps being thrown around might be able to happen at my place. I don't know how eager my 'rents would be to host what will no doubt end up a drama-rama.

So. It seems like this is for the best. That we can be honest, even though it does piss off people who we love and care about. Let's keep this up, because you guys are my favorite people on earth and I don't want to lose you to our main issue of never adressing problems.

So much more to say, and I can't type another word. Love you all. We can work it out, we can work it o-uuuut.

Lekey