Sunday, January 10, 2010

Together We'll Dance in the Dark.

If you thought none of us have ever felt that way, well, you can stop that now.
I cried for no reason last night, FYI. I don't know why. Times are a hell of a lot better for me than they have been in a long time. I have a loving boyfriend, wonderful friends, a pretty okay home situation, and no school (at the moment.) I'm happy, right?

Yes, most of the time.
Then what are those red lines doing on my legs again?

Talk to us, darling. If you talk, we'll listen. We love you. I think some of us are just afraid we'll be pushed away, and that's most people's instinct. I don't blame you for that.
I don't know how much help we can give you, but what I do know is that when I feel helpless, I'd much rather have my friends around than some professional. Therapy didn't do anything for me. I need people who actually understand what's happening even if I can't tell them. That's why we're friends, right? Because we understand each other.

I can't do anything until I see you again but that'll be soon and I sincerely hope things improve. I love you, and I can't stand to see people I love in pain.

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