Sorry.

Sorry, Hannah. I can't believe how much we (I) have let you down. I guess I'm just glad that you still reached out, because we do care about and want to help you.

Depression isn't something you can try to figure out. When you feel that down, the only thing to worry about is how to get better again. It doesn't mean you're weak (which is what I tend to label myself as when I feel low) or too sensitive, or whiny, or whatever. It's a thing that sometimes happens, and when it does it's not because you're "bad." And reaching out is the best thing you can do to help yourself.

I'm going to call you soon, and make time to spend some time with my sister. I love you, kid.

Sorry I haven't taken better care of you, or even seen you for that matter. That'll change.

Stay strong. You've got people to help you through anything you need us for.



P.S. Laura- you're right! This year hasn't been all bad. I know I haven't seen you guys all that much, but chillin with you is always awesome.