The only thing I hate more than people not caring is people faking sympathy.

I haven't been in the best shape lately, as you all can tell.

I'd tell you all about this weekend, BUT YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FUCKING BE HERE.

Just as well, I can't go anywhere anyway.

Next weekend I think I'll do something without you guys.

But you'll still have each other, It's obvious you can fun without me.

Sometimes I think you guys wouldn't even care if I just disappeared. Would you?

Another thing I hate: People who make up complete and utter BULL SHIT. Just to make themselves look better.

Which is one of the reasons I need to talk to you all, but again, you won't be here.

.....

There's a reason I always wear jackets, and not because I'm cold.

There's a reason I don't tell you guys anything anymore.

There's a reason why I can't trust anyone.

There's a reason for the tears in my heart, and it's not just Dylan's fault.

And several other things, but I'm tired and I'm going to take a shower now.

Bye.

- Hannah.