This is how I fell in love with him.....musically!

It also doesn't hurt to say he's gorgeous! :D

This. Guy. Rocks!

Goodness!

This blog slipped my mind. I'm sorry!!!!!

Posting time.

Hannah....KURT! I love you! We should hang more this summer! I don't know if you're watching The Glee Project or not, but there's a really attractive, and really talented contestant named Cameron Mitchell! Beautiful....and a great singer!

Also.....LAURA......I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!

Taylor, I hope Vermont is the shiz!

Lekey.....I saw you!

Heather.......I saw you too a little bit ago too!

So....we need to like have a Mario Kart marathon and a Sailor Moon marathon......let's all watch Cameron and his Irish BFF Damian (who's dreamy) on The Glee Project!

I'm never going to be good enough.

For anyone.

Not for my mom. My dad. My family.

I feel as if I'm just slipping off of everyone's radar.

Hell, I'm slipping off my own radar.

I'm useless.

Pathetic.

Disgusting.

Never going to be good enough.

I want more than anything to be able to look in the mirror and see someone worthwhile. I'd fucking love that.

I fucking hate my life.

Hate it.

I'm finding it rather difficult to find reasons to stay alive at this point in my life.

???

Dear Hannah,

What is even going on? We're not friends on Facebook anymore and you haven't replied to my message asking the same thing. I don't want to assume anything so I'll leave it at that and wait for an answer.

I don't want to lose you again.

-Taylor

Well, things are changing. I'm looking at these posts and I can't believe how much we're changing. Maybe we're drifting apart. It's kinda inevitable. But hey, look back at how far we've come! How many leaps and bounds we've made as people. It's incredible really.

I've changed a lot. Mostly for the good. However, at the moment I'm suffering from the consequences of too much change... But that will pass and I'll be all the stronger for it.

That's kinda how things work though. Bad things happen, we learn from them and become better for it. I suppose that we learn well from the good things too though.

But still.

Hannah dear, you do whatever you have to do, okay? Go and discover the world, meet new people, and you'll find more and more of those people that really care and really love you. Go out and have fun, make mistakes, and discover who you are. I know you can and I know you will.

Just know you can always contact me, even 20-50 years in the future, if ou need me, Kay?

All of us are going to be out there too, ya know. In different places, difference colleges, different jobs. Who knows? It's pretty terrifying to think about... But at the same time, invigorating.

One more year, guys. Let's make it count.

Hope to see you all soon! And again many times in the future.

Lots of love,
Laura

Like, I said.

I'm growing up.

I'm finding out who I am.

And more importantly. I'm finding out who I want in my life.

And who I don't.

Which is why I'm thinking about changing schools.

I love Berea with all my heart. And for the most part. I love the people. But I need something new. Something different.

And as much as I love you guys

Well, nowadays, I'm not sure about my feelings toward some of you.

I need change. I'm stuck in a rut. And I need out.

So hopefully you'll be supportive of this decision.

-Hannah

Come to me. ;)

Hannah: If you actually come to school with me like we talked about I would be the happiest person in the world.

Moving on

I may not be returning to Berea Community for senior year.