I'm never going to be good enough.

For anyone.

Not for my mom. My dad. My family.

I feel as if I'm just slipping off of everyone's radar.

Hell, I'm slipping off my own radar.

I'm useless.

Pathetic.

Disgusting.

Never going to be good enough.

I want more than anything to be able to look in the mirror and see someone worthwhile. I'd fucking love that.

I fucking hate my life.

Hate it.