Bleh.

I like Taylors thingy, it's quite pretty and festive, and purple!

Well I'm trying out for a musical on Thursday and Friday, it's Annie, which you all know about the plot so I won't go into further detail about it.

Andrew and I broke up, I would feel fine, if I didn't feel like a jerk. Hurting people really makes me unhappy, and now I have this constant hurting in my chest because I know that I did something bad to someone. Why do I suck so much?

I love you all to death,
~Heather

Happy Valentine's Day!

In honor of the holiday I made this!

Valentine's Wallpaper

It's a valentine wallpaper. I hope y'all like it!

The post about feelings.

I think some feelings have faded.

I've just been thinking lately about how it will work out between us.

I don't want to commit to a long distance relationship because I wouldn't get to see him as much as I would like (and Facebook isn't seeing him like I would want to), and it just opens the door for somebody else to enter the picture, and I don't want that to be a problem.

I guess I've also felt some indirect pressure, I guess you would say. Yes, I am talking Homecoming. He wasn't actually my date, more of my guest and good friend. I also didn't feel like slow dancing that night. I really wanted to just fist pump all night, pretty much. So it wasn't necessary to walk off and "leave us alone." Which shouldn't have to happen anyway.

And there's more stuff that I kinda wanted to talk about in person, which is why I wanted to put together a Phunk hang out.

So yeah.

Hey All!

So I've been meaning to post something since, like... Sunday.

And then I got busy with homework and ended up staying up until 6AM and then sleeping all day the next day and... Yeah.

So everythings going great here. Classes are awesome. Friends are awesome....

Still miss you guys though. And when I'm at home, I miss my friends here... Can't win, can I? Ah well though...

So let's see... What do I have to talk about? Nothing really comes to mind right now... Got a boyfriend, but you all already know that thanks to facebook and me being home for a month... Things are going well there it seems...

Uh... So what's going on in all your lives? Gotta keep me updated on the drama, you know. ;)

I hope that I get to see most of you all soon. My family is going to be visiting for my grandma's birthday this weekend, so I won't be able to hang out much after that first Friday get together. But I'll be back for regionals next weekend.

Love you all and miss you! More than I can say...
~Laura(of the phunk)~

A valid point

Taylor's right, we should get this thing up and running for real again. I miss you all, and would love to be more in touch with you guys.
So far for me i've been pretty good, my plays opening night is this friday and I'm stressing a little bit, but that's just how it goes.
I'm actually doing really well; I have all A's in my classes, my teachers are all very nice. My new friends are lovely (not as lovely as you all), I have a gorgeous prom dress, and I'm getting my license and a car soon (hopefully I'll see you all more once I get it.)
Love you all! <3

Hey guys, remember this blog that we have?

So hi guys. Remember this blog? I mean, besides Braden?

Personally I think we need this blog more than we ever have before, seeing as Heather and Laura are off on their own adventures, Lekey's homeschooled, and I hardly talk to the rest of you.

Remember when we used to have sleepovers and watch some movie, cook some food, have some deep discussion, and giggle over some funny thing?

Remember when we were The Phunk and we used to cry in front of each other?

Remember when we went out for movies, or to the Black Feather, or shopping, and we all tried on dresses we didn't even consider buying?

Remember when I hung out with you guys all the time?

Remember when we used to have fights? We don't do that anymore because we don't talk enough to disagree about anything.

Remember in 8th grade when we decided we were going to be friends for the rest of our lives and name our children after each other and stuff?

Now I'm not saying we're not still friends. I'm not saying I don't still hang out with some of you sometimes. I'm just saying we never get together as a group, we never talk about stuff together... what happened?

So let's revive the blog, yeah? I can't talk in person to Laura when she's 4 hours away but the internet exists for a reason. So let's do this. <3

Post #500

So three of our five cheer competitions have past.
The first two were flukes.
Today's was AMAZING! We had only a couple of glitches, but we hit every stunt and we won in our division!
Also I need to learn the full dance for Thriller because they played the song before awards and all of the cheerleaders were dancing on the mats and I only did three pieces that were slightly accurate. Some cheerleaders saw what I was doing and joined in....kinda. I would pause and just look around and they'd just be staring at me. They'd copied every move I did. LOL! It was funny!
Best day ever!

But then I realized how much I miss Dylan.

Fuck.

Things that I am excited for

I haven't been all that happy with how things have been going, so to be more optimistic, I'm making a list of all the things I am excited for.

1. District Governor's Cup meet - I am confident I will make it to Regional at least one event.
2. GLEE! I'm curious as to what happens between Kurt and Blaine the second half of Season 2.
3. Possibly getting to compete at Regional for the first time in 4 years.
4. Possible Nurturer's retreat the last weekend of February - I haven't been to one yet and the calendar is mostly blank for that weekend, so yeah.
5. Last weekend in March = Asheville SAYF retreat
6. April SAYF retreat in Knoxville - Berea is planning it.
7. Chicago trip for band
8. End of school
9. SAYMA - even though awesome seniors are graduated from SAYF, I'm excited!
10. Senior year
11. Turning 18.
12. Holidays like Halloween and Christmas and stuff that can wait! LOL!

First blog post of the year: 2011 edition!

It's 2011.

Hehe. 1/1/11

I haven't thought of a resolution as a lot of mine from last year seemed to happen.

I guess I'll start listing them off:
~ Finishing Junior Year with kick-ass grades
~ At least qualify to Regional (after 4 years)
~ SAYF it up!
~ Get into GSP (though it might not happen, and that's fine).
~ Retire from cheerleading (yes, retire)
~ Try out for All-Regional Band and hopefully make it

Oh yeah:
~ Win multiple gold medals at the Olympics! ;)