The post about feelings.

I think some feelings have faded.

I've just been thinking lately about how it will work out between us.

I don't want to commit to a long distance relationship because I wouldn't get to see him as much as I would like (and Facebook isn't seeing him like I would want to), and it just opens the door for somebody else to enter the picture, and I don't want that to be a problem.

I guess I've also felt some indirect pressure, I guess you would say. Yes, I am talking Homecoming. He wasn't actually my date, more of my guest and good friend. I also didn't feel like slow dancing that night. I really wanted to just fist pump all night, pretty much. So it wasn't necessary to walk off and "leave us alone." Which shouldn't have to happen anyway.

And there's more stuff that I kinda wanted to talk about in person, which is why I wanted to put together a Phunk hang out.

So yeah.