That was so... tight.

Sooooooo....

SAYF was tight. *hand gesture*

I'm glad you all came! I hope you had a good time. Laura I'm sorry you were sick! It totally spoiled your SAYF experience. I hope you can re-try it sometime. :D

And Lekkkkkey! You go girl. Except you never get on the blog. :(

Sooooo nobody's posted in ages and I want to know what you think of my draft! 

Soooooooo.... I'm a little better than you... I posted more recently... Sooo....

UGH!

Okay, so last night after I left Laura's, Mom asks if I wanted to go to church tomorrow and of course I said no and she was okay with that, but SOMEBODY *cough* Dad *cough cough* disagreed. I was seriously wondering why Dad was getting me up this, but I had kind of already woken up, and he still thought I should've gone.
So I get up and just put on shorts and a t-shirt and just brushed my teeth. Mom and Dad talk and I ask Mom if she told Dad and she did, but he disagreed and was trying to get me ready. So I have like 10 minutes left to get ready and he's trying to hurry me. He tells me to hurry up, so I just walk right downstairs and told it to his face that he was NOT helping me, and we even argued over it.
Why won't they understand me? I am NOT Bible-based, and I do NOT want to go to church. I simply want to become a Quaker and they're just treating Meeting likes it's nothing. I am turned off and disgusted. I've told them a million times that Meeting was the Quaker equivalent of church, but they will not listen and treat it like something it's not.
Well how would they know?!?!?!? The reason they don't know anything about it, or it hasn't "proved" to Dad that it's actually something is because I've only been ONCE and they refuse to take me.
I hate it! I fuckin' hate it! They're just trying to keep the topic about "different churches" or "youth rallies". They completely miss the point of my rebelliousness.
GOD!

Life!

I still treat Heather the same as I always have. As one of my closest and truest friends, like with Sebastian, but I still have yet to tell them. I'll get to it probably next week and I'll tell Hannah too. I almost gave it away at school on Thursday when I was about to tell Lekey something, but I caught myself.

Today was eventful. I skipped school and went to Pippa Passes today since Dad had a tournament he was playing at the Alice Lloyd College gym and it would've be conflicting to get me places like school and home and I would've been alone if they won, so I went and saw my friends Claire, Tessa, Sadie, Rachel, and Tori. I hung out with Claire, Rachel, and Tori mostly. I even went to the school and had their last class with them and I even did the assignment. It was in the computer lab and we did fun games and activities. I was just crazy. LOL!

Also the most horrible thing happened. On the way to Hindman, there was this dog crossing the street and there were two cars in the next lane over and sort of in front of us. It tried to cross and almost got hit by the first one, but it sort of turned back and so the second car thought it would go back the other way, but it kept going and it got hit. It was so horrible and sad, but weird. It didn't even look like there was any serious damage. I thought the tire went over it, but there wasn't any blood or major damage. It looked like it was just whisked away under the car and was stunned maybe. It was terrifying!

Plus, I came out to my friend Rachel during supper, but we were on ITouches. I was on Claire's and she had one. I came out to Claire a little while ago since she's my first ever best friend and I highly trust her. They're like you all. Open and not conservative. I love that! But Kaylyn is still a dear friend of mine.

So yeah, I'm home obviously and I'm going to be at the Fayette Mall in 12 hours and I might see Lekey. My mom might meet Therese and talk SAYF, and I'll get to hang with Claire again since her birthday was on the 20th and this is her birthday outing.

I'll see you guysis tomorrow!

Bum bum bedum bum bum bedum bum

Okay, I've got to get something off my chest, and the only place I can do it right now is *sigh* the drafts. It has to do with a quasi-conversation that Heather and I had at AT practice today. 

Other than that... what's up with y'all? Party tomorrow! I'm exxxxxxxcited!

Seriously, a million people are coming, I think. From what I've witnessed.

Uhhhh, I really don't have anything else to say at the moment. Braden, I'm glad you got everything off your mind! I'm glad Kaylyn took it maturely, and you know the rest of us are behind you 100 percent.

Well, go read the drafts!

La lala!

So the Black Feather today was fun! I had fun even if we were on the verge of being kicked out. I feel sorry for the workers. LOL!

Yeah, so I understand how Kaylyn feels about my sexuality. I'm used to it. I know she'll still love me and be my friend.

So were you guys actually shocked when I told you who I liked before lunch or was it just a confirmation? I want to know how you feel about this. Explain using details, but no examples (since they're unnecessary for this topic).

I love you guys! That you all are so open and accepting even Laura, but she's more on the liberal side of life, just not politics.

When I told Terra, it was so funny! I love her! LOL! Not like that, because y'all know I have my eyes on somebody right now.

Yeah, so feel free to express yourselves about this.

Guess who's turning a year older!

That's right. Me! Well, in two days at least... Not really sure what exactly I'm doing for it though... Oh well, it'll come to me.

Anyways, I like the whole hanging out idea. Except that I might not have enough time to do that on my birthday. I have tennis, and then Braden and I have to play in the band... So yeah. Grr... It's gonna be a busy day...

So can we hang out on Monday? Or well, tomorrow? I'm not doing anything then...

And do I really have to wear a skirt tomorrow? It's gonna be freezing cold... *sighs* I'd rather put aside this dare until warmer weather, honestly... But that's totally not to give me a chance to get out of it! Really! *laughs nervously*

Whatevs... We shall see...

And theres one more person who knows how Taylor feels! I did the exact same thing, only with Math. I hate that feeling... But just remember that we're only freshman, and I'm sure that you'll kick Artisic ass in the next few years! You've got the talent, Tay. (You too Braden!)

So... Did I mention that there's only one day until my birthday? I think that I may have... *scrolls up* *gasps* I did! How could I possibly have mentioned it twice? It's totally not a ploy to get you all to remember it or to give myself another chance to put in a little more sarcasm into this post! Really!

But yes. It is. In two days. (And I'm totally not happy about it. Not at all) ;-)

And so, I shall leave you all in my sarastic brilliance. To go watch anime! Yays!

I shall see you all tomorrow! In a skirt too! (Me in a skirt. Not you guys. That would be weird)

Love ya!
~Laura (of the phunk)~

Sympathy!

I know how you feel Tay-Tay! It was like that for me in the 7th grade. When I unexpectedly won 1st place at Districts and then went Regionals and didn't place. I know how you feel.

I still find it funny how I managed to go through every level of competition (up through State) last year, but never placing in anything. Funny, but I was on FPS and this year I'm redoing Individual FPS again. It's an easier topic this year: counterfeit economy.

We should totally hang out on Tuesday (Laura's 15th bday)! Lekey's idea. We should go to the Black Feather again. I might tell you all who my somewhat maybe is even. I told Lekey I would since I told Jeremy about everything and he knows, but I'll tell you myself, even if I have to write it down again (which I probably will).

I didn't beat any of them.

I didn't place. At Regions.
I know I shouldn't have expected to. I didn't really expect to place at Districts.
But when you get FIRST PLACE and then you don't place at all...
It's disappointing.

Well, at least now I can have a make-up ballet class that Saturday.
*sigh*
At least there are three more years. Abby, Rane, and Aaron only have this year.
Of course, Rane and Aaron placed in BOTH of their subjects.
But I'll get there. I will.

And once Ian's a Senior and we're Juniors, we'll have a KILLER team. I'm tellin' ya. We just need someone to learn a whole bunch of science.

I made tastybread. Yum!

More lifeyness (lie-fee-ness)!

I. Need. QUAKERISM!!!!
I. Need. SAYF!!!!!
Yeah you get the picture.

As for my sexuality, I'm confused. I think I might be falling for somebody who hasn't the vaguest clue that I do, and it's somebody totally unexpected.

I'll leave it at that!

The spoof was hilarious!

POST

I haven't posted in forever, so here's a post!

*sighs* Though I really have nothing to talk about...

Um... S.A.D. was fun! We hung at Hannah's! How'd your V-day go Tay? *grins*

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Awesome vid, Braden! That was hilarious!

And as for Quakerism, I concur completely.

Also, you keep talking about your relationship issues... Maybe you should talk to us more about it next time our group gets together. We could help, coming from experiance and all... I think that every one of us has had a bf at some point...

You don't have to of course. We won't force you to talk about it or anything... And you could always just keep doing your vauge references on the blog. Just a suggestion...

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I am now addicted to the "The Wallflower" and "Black Butler" anime. They're incredible.
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I dunno. I'm just feeling kinda depressed right now. Probably 'cause I'm coming off of my chocolate and Mountain Dew high. Finally. Maybe I'll go grab my book and escape for awhile...
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So yeah.
I shall see you guys monday!

Love ya,
~Laura (of the phunk)~