Sunday, March 1, 2009

UGH!

Okay, so last night after I left Laura's, Mom asks if I wanted to go to church tomorrow and of course I said no and she was okay with that, but SOMEBODY *cough* Dad *cough cough* disagreed. I was seriously wondering why Dad was getting me up this, but I had kind of already woken up, and he still thought I should've gone.
So I get up and just put on shorts and a t-shirt and just brushed my teeth. Mom and Dad talk and I ask Mom if she told Dad and she did, but he disagreed and was trying to get me ready. So I have like 10 minutes left to get ready and he's trying to hurry me. He tells me to hurry up, so I just walk right downstairs and told it to his face that he was NOT helping me, and we even argued over it.
Why won't they understand me? I am NOT Bible-based, and I do NOT want to go to church. I simply want to become a Quaker and they're just treating Meeting likes it's nothing. I am turned off and disgusted. I've told them a million times that Meeting was the Quaker equivalent of church, but they will not listen and treat it like something it's not.
Well how would they know?!?!?!? The reason they don't know anything about it, or it hasn't "proved" to Dad that it's actually something is because I've only been ONCE and they refuse to take me.
I hate it! I fuckin' hate it! They're just trying to keep the topic about "different churches" or "youth rallies". They completely miss the point of my rebelliousness.
GOD!

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