So I saw Yes Man and it was hilarious. Way better than Foru Christmases (which only had one truly funny part and that was the very end).
So with that said:
Laura: What movie are we going to see and where? Maybe Lexington since you have Barnes and Noble and I have Express and Best Buy. Hmm. I do have $101 in cash and $60 in checks that I need to cash. Berea Wal-Mart needs a CoinStar for my millions of coins. LOL! I love gingerbread!
Taylor: I'm thinking I am invited to the gingerbread party tomorrow? Is that correct? Just for confirmation.
Lekey: I think you will be reading this tomorrow or in the early AM. You can prove me wrong! Next time we get together, give us our Canadian candy from Chinatown and tell us ALL about NYC please. Okay? ;D
Post back please! Byeee!
Friday, January 2, 2009
Почему, Почему?
I'm sorry.
It's just, how do you define "The Phunk" anymore?
If we're still friends anyway, why do we need an official title anyways?
What counts as "quitting the Phunk" if everything goes on as per usual?
And if quitting it doesn't matter, then does not quitting matter?
Does it matter that the rest of us still consider ourselves part of the Phunk if it doesn't matter that Hannah doesn't consider herself part of the Phunk?
That's why the "Is it gone? Has it died?" thing.
Because it was there. It's not that nothing was there, ever. There was a time when it would have mattered if this had happened. There was a time when none of us would ever had even considered this ever happening. Especially since Hannah started the Phunk.
It's just, how do you define "The Phunk" anymore?
If we're still friends anyway, why do we need an official title anyways?
What counts as "quitting the Phunk" if everything goes on as per usual?
And if quitting it doesn't matter, then does not quitting matter?
Does it matter that the rest of us still consider ourselves part of the Phunk if it doesn't matter that Hannah doesn't consider herself part of the Phunk?
That's why the "Is it gone? Has it died?" thing.
Because it was there. It's not that nothing was there, ever. There was a time when it would have mattered if this had happened. There was a time when none of us would ever had even considered this ever happening. Especially since Hannah started the Phunk.
But now it's gone.
And that upsets me.
Again, I'm sorry.
Go where you want to go.
But it still hurts. Not so much that Hannah quit, although that hurts too.
It hurts more that it matters so little.
Maybe it would hurt more if it did matter.
But the fact that it doesn't matter makes me sad.
I know you all will never stop being my friends, no matter what happens. But I did value the Phunk, and I guess I still do. Less, perhaps.
Why? That's what I want to know. Why?
Why do you leave us? But you're not leaving us. You just think you are.
You're not. "Us" is not just the Phunk. Hannah of the 7th Grade is not in the Phunk, but she's some part of "us." Kaylyn was part of "us" before she was in the Phunk. You can still be part of "us" and you will be. I know that much. You are too much a part of us for that to just go away.
I don't think I'll cry. And I won't say goodbye. That's too final.
I'm sorry.
I hope you don't think I overreacted too much.
Never mind, I did.
Or not.
Whatever.
SHUT UP, TAYLOR. YOU ARE MAKING THINGS WORSE. YOU NEED TO TALK TO REAL PEOPLE SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO TALK TO YOURSELF LIKE THIS, YOU CRAZY CRAZY WOMAN. JUST DON'T POST AGAIN UNTIL SUNDAY. MAIDENQUEST IS THEN AND MAYBE YOU WILL FEEL BETTER AFTERWARDS. SO POST THIS CRAZY CRAZY RANT POST AND BE DONE WITH IT. THEN MAYBE YOU WILL FEEL BETTER FOR THE MOMENT EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE CRAMPING LIKE HELL. GO EAT DINNER AND DECORATE GINGERBREAD HOUSES. DON'T THINK ABOUT THE PHUNK BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU FEEL BAD. GO READ A BOOK OR SOMETHING.
Почему, Почему (Pochemu, Pochemu)- Why, Why?
Bye.
Okay then...
Um... I think that this took us all by surprise here... But really, there's no need to overeact about it, Tay. She has to have her reasons for leaving, even if she hasn't made them very clear just yet... And, if they're ridiculous reasons, we can always just drag her back.
Resigning from the phunk doesn't change that she's still our friend. It's just a title, after all. We can still all hang out as per normal.
Now to Hannah, you'd better have a good reason for this. If it's a personal reason and you really think that it's better for you, then it's okay. But let me tell you, it's not better for us. If you really think that, then look at how upset everyone is on these posts. It's for the worse on our side.
You know, the song that come on for me when I was reading this was "How to Save a Life" by The Fray. That fits my feelings in that I don't want to lose another friend, even if I have lost a sister. And I don't intend to.
So that's pretty much my view on this... I'll talk to you all later...
Resigning from the phunk doesn't change that she's still our friend. It's just a title, after all. We can still all hang out as per normal.
Now to Hannah, you'd better have a good reason for this. If it's a personal reason and you really think that it's better for you, then it's okay. But let me tell you, it's not better for us. If you really think that, then look at how upset everyone is on these posts. It's for the worse on our side.
You know, the song that come on for me when I was reading this was "How to Save a Life" by The Fray. That fits my feelings in that I don't want to lose another friend, even if I have lost a sister. And I don't intend to.
So that's pretty much my view on this... I'll talk to you all later...
No Taylor, it's just that two left.
Those two people that left us left for personal reasons and even though I may know those reasons, I don't know why. It's confuzzling. We seriously need to get together and discuss. We will drag Hannah and Heather if we have to. No begging, just discussing. What do you all think?
Is it gone? Has it Died?
What is the Phunk anymore?
Where have we gone?
Do we exist any longer... or are we just an illusion?
What is "we?"
If there is a "we" then why do "we" keep falling away?
Where has "we" gone? What about "us?"
Little words that used to mean so much to us are gone.
They are meaningless now, now that we don't care anymore.
But we do care. I care. I want those words to mean what they used to.
We can't go back. We can only look back.
But what if looking back is better than looking forward?
You can't dwell in the past.
And the future is too fearsome.
So look around and enjoy today.
It could be better than tomorrow.
[Musings. Might be a poem someday.]
Where have we gone?
Do we exist any longer... or are we just an illusion?
What is "we?"
If there is a "we" then why do "we" keep falling away?
Where has "we" gone? What about "us?"
Little words that used to mean so much to us are gone.
They are meaningless now, now that we don't care anymore.
But we do care. I care. I want those words to mean what they used to.
We can't go back. We can only look back.
But what if looking back is better than looking forward?
You can't dwell in the past.
And the future is too fearsome.
So look around and enjoy today.
It could be better than tomorrow.
[Musings. Might be a poem someday.]
Weird coincidence
As I was about to read Hannah's recent post, Welcome to the Black Parade came on and it was coincidental because the song was in the right mood as the post.
It seems that what was 6 became 5, which is now 4 Phunk siblings. :O
It seems that what was 6 became 5, which is now 4 Phunk siblings. :O
2009 - The Year of Hannah
So how are you guys? I'm finally glad that 2008 is over (worst year of my life). And this year I actually have resolutions.
1. I'm going to find someone so I'm not lonely anymore.
2.Improve my grades.
3. Do something amazing, and life changing.
4. Travel more.
5.More money, more money, more money.
6. Go to a concert
7. Leave everything bad that has happened to me in the past, and leave it in the past.
And here comes the confusing part of my post. The part were I ruin everyone's lives by saying,Hannah of the phunk....
Is no longer'Hannah of the phunk'.
Yes, I am resigning. As sad as it is I did put put serious thought into do doing this, and I decided that this was best for not only me, but for you guys as well.
So here's my resignation (and I will indeed be serving it in drag.)
I love you guys, and I sincerely thank you guys for for putting up with my crap for so long.
Bye.
xo.
1. I'm going to find someone so I'm not lonely anymore.
2.Improve my grades.
3. Do something amazing, and life changing.
4. Travel more.
5.More money, more money, more money.
6. Go to a concert
7. Leave everything bad that has happened to me in the past, and leave it in the past.
And here comes the confusing part of my post. The part were I ruin everyone's lives by saying,Hannah of the phunk....
Is no longer'Hannah of the phunk'.
Yes, I am resigning. As sad as it is I did put put serious thought into do doing this, and I decided that this was best for not only me, but for you guys as well.
So here's my resignation (and I will indeed be serving it in drag.)
I love you guys, and I sincerely thank you guys for for putting up with my crap for so long.
Bye.
xo.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009
2008 is over thank goodness. Now bring on the new year!
Things to expect in 2009:
1. It is NOT a leap year, so there will be 365 days.
2. I go see Wicked in 10 days.
3. Spring Homecoming: January 12 - 16.
4. We end freshman year in May.
5. July 17th is Half Blood Prince (we need to go to the midnight release, if not then, on the day it comes out).
6. We become sophomores.
7. I turn 16!
8. November 20th is New Moon (definitely opening day again!)
9. Events like Governor's Cup Districts, Regionals, and State; Band trip to Chicago; TwiCon; SAYF, etc.
I listed nine things since it's the year 2009!
Hopefully sometime in the mere future, I will become a regular Quaker and leave the Southern Conservative Baptist scene FOREVER!!!!!!!!!
See you all later! Happy 2009!
Things to expect in 2009:
1. It is NOT a leap year, so there will be 365 days.
2. I go see Wicked in 10 days.
3. Spring Homecoming: January 12 - 16.
4. We end freshman year in May.
5. July 17th is Half Blood Prince (we need to go to the midnight release, if not then, on the day it comes out).
6. We become sophomores.
7. I turn 16!
8. November 20th is New Moon (definitely opening day again!)
9. Events like Governor's Cup Districts, Regionals, and State; Band trip to Chicago; TwiCon; SAYF, etc.
I listed nine things since it's the year 2009!
Hopefully sometime in the mere future, I will become a regular Quaker and leave the Southern Conservative Baptist scene FOREVER!!!!!!!!!
See you all later! Happy 2009!
Welcome to 2009!
Another year has pasted us by... Hopefully, this one will be full of awesomeness and fun. I think it will, with all of us together. ;)
So... Seeing as most people have posted lists, here is my tops things for the year:
1.) Phunk sister time! This includes our awesome sleepovers, and our awesome new additions to the phunk family.
2.) The book releases- Breaking Dawn, of course. Not to mention the new Pendragon book, Maximum Ride book and the other countless books I've gotten and read this year, including manga, of course. Yes, this is my number two, but at least I put you guys first, right?
3.) I had my first official boyfriend this year. Yeah, it didn't end well, and the end of it could probably be added to my worst things of the year, seeing as you all know what happened there. But, it is something that I will remember for the rest of my life and the good parts are definitly some of the best things that happened to me this year. Not to mention the boost it gave to my self-confidence. So yeah, this is definitly up on the list.
4.) Twilight Movie! - 'Nuff said....
5.) Writing- I really got in touch with my inner writer this year, writing all these fun fanfics and continuing on my novel... I really am still having a lot of fun with that.
6.) Entrance to High school - Again, this could also be on my worst list... But all in all, I really have liked being in High School.
7.) Decorating my room - I love how I added all my book covers to my walls. I think that it really has helped to show my personality in the atmosphere of the room.
8.) I got my Grandpa's old guitar - Since he died before I was born, it's nice to have some sort of connection to him. And I will learn how to play it if my parents ever let me get it fixed with new strings that aren't 19 years old...
9.) Annoying my OCD friends by always ending my lists in odd numbers! :)
So that's my list. I was going to put a "Worst things" list, but you all probably know what would be on it. And I really would rather focus on the good, rather than the bad anyway. So, now I'll go to individuals...
Lekey- Glad you're loving NYC. I wish I hid in your suitcase and came with you... Though I'm not sure if I could handle being there that long with those insane crowds... *shudders* I'm sorry you had to spend New Years babysitting a demon child. Though you could've snuck out and found that hot guy to see the jacket with... *winks* Just kidding though. Can't wait 'till your home! And we'll make up for your trouble at the belated New Years celebration! So see you soon!
Taylor - Yes, I definitly loved Peeps, as disturbing as it was sometimes... Speaking of which, Lekey's in the setting of the book now... *Gasps* LEKEY! DON'T PET THE PIDGONS OR GO NEAR ANY TYPE OF SEWER!!!! ...Okay, I'm good now... Well, now that you're back, we totally need to hang out... Maybe you could come over tomorrow or something... I'll call you when I wake up, which will probably be around 2 or 3... And Kaylyn, while I'm at it... I haven't seen her since break started either...
Hannah - I know we keep saying that we need to spring you, but we still haven't quite figured out how to do that yet... I'll call you sometime and we'll talk about it... And they're right, celebrity couples are always breaking up, so don't get TOO sad, okay?
Braden - I was just hanging out with you a while ago! At Jonathon's house with the insane little demon boys! Grr... They were frustrating... But you, me, and Jonathon fought them off pretty well, if I do say so myself.
So... Now that that's over with... I should probably go... It's 3 AM now, and I'm exhasted after that New Years party... Hey, isn't 3 AM a song by Matchbox Twenty? Hmm... Okay, so I'm going to go and listen to that song now, and then go to bed...
Damn... My computer just lost internet access... That means that I'm going to have to save this in a Word document and post it in the morning... Or mid-afternoon, as the most people call it... So, luv you guys and see ya later!!!
So... Seeing as most people have posted lists, here is my tops things for the year:
1.) Phunk sister time! This includes our awesome sleepovers, and our awesome new additions to the phunk family.
2.) The book releases- Breaking Dawn, of course. Not to mention the new Pendragon book, Maximum Ride book and the other countless books I've gotten and read this year, including manga, of course. Yes, this is my number two, but at least I put you guys first, right?
3.) I had my first official boyfriend this year. Yeah, it didn't end well, and the end of it could probably be added to my worst things of the year, seeing as you all know what happened there. But, it is something that I will remember for the rest of my life and the good parts are definitly some of the best things that happened to me this year. Not to mention the boost it gave to my self-confidence. So yeah, this is definitly up on the list.
4.) Twilight Movie! - 'Nuff said....
5.) Writing- I really got in touch with my inner writer this year, writing all these fun fanfics and continuing on my novel... I really am still having a lot of fun with that.
6.) Entrance to High school - Again, this could also be on my worst list... But all in all, I really have liked being in High School.
7.) Decorating my room - I love how I added all my book covers to my walls. I think that it really has helped to show my personality in the atmosphere of the room.
8.) I got my Grandpa's old guitar - Since he died before I was born, it's nice to have some sort of connection to him. And I will learn how to play it if my parents ever let me get it fixed with new strings that aren't 19 years old...
9.) Annoying my OCD friends by always ending my lists in odd numbers! :)
So that's my list. I was going to put a "Worst things" list, but you all probably know what would be on it. And I really would rather focus on the good, rather than the bad anyway. So, now I'll go to individuals...
Lekey- Glad you're loving NYC. I wish I hid in your suitcase and came with you... Though I'm not sure if I could handle being there that long with those insane crowds... *shudders* I'm sorry you had to spend New Years babysitting a demon child. Though you could've snuck out and found that hot guy to see the jacket with... *winks* Just kidding though. Can't wait 'till your home! And we'll make up for your trouble at the belated New Years celebration! So see you soon!
Taylor - Yes, I definitly loved Peeps, as disturbing as it was sometimes... Speaking of which, Lekey's in the setting of the book now... *Gasps* LEKEY! DON'T PET THE PIDGONS OR GO NEAR ANY TYPE OF SEWER!!!! ...Okay, I'm good now... Well, now that you're back, we totally need to hang out... Maybe you could come over tomorrow or something... I'll call you when I wake up, which will probably be around 2 or 3... And Kaylyn, while I'm at it... I haven't seen her since break started either...
Hannah - I know we keep saying that we need to spring you, but we still haven't quite figured out how to do that yet... I'll call you sometime and we'll talk about it... And they're right, celebrity couples are always breaking up, so don't get TOO sad, okay?
Braden - I was just hanging out with you a while ago! At Jonathon's house with the insane little demon boys! Grr... They were frustrating... But you, me, and Jonathon fought them off pretty well, if I do say so myself.
So... Now that that's over with... I should probably go... It's 3 AM now, and I'm exhasted after that New Years party... Hey, isn't 3 AM a song by Matchbox Twenty? Hmm... Okay, so I'm going to go and listen to that song now, and then go to bed...
Damn... My computer just lost internet access... That means that I'm going to have to save this in a Word document and post it in the morning... Or mid-afternoon, as the most people call it... So, luv you guys and see ya later!!!
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