After school

We had auditions for our musical. But this isn't why I'm posting.
There's some confusion among people to why I was super upset, it wasn't about the whole Sebby calling me fat thing, that mainly just annoyed me, the joke was getting old, y'know? What really made me upset was something Aaron said. Oh, you don't know what he said? Well he said this:

"If there were more people like you there would be a shortage of razorblades on earth."

That just made me so upset.
Yes, I know he was kidding, if he meant it that would've made things worse.
But the reason this thing made me so upset is one: No one wants to be told that. And two: I've gotten to much shit for stuff like that. Sometimes people were joking, other times they weren't. And the ones who did mean what they said, one, didn't even say it to my fucking face. And two: I don't even fucking KNOW them! I mean God DAMN.

Yeah, so that's what bummed me out. But he apparently really felt bad about saying that, which is new. He's never felt bad about all the shit he's done before. *sigh*

Well, tomorrow will hopefully be a better day.

-Hannah
xo

(POST, DAMN IT.)