I hate, hate, HATE.

When I want more than anything to be happy for someone, but then I just end up sorry for myself. I have no idea why I do that, I would love to be happy for a friend who is happy, but then I realize that they have something I don't have.

Yes, I know I'm very selfish, and among my many flaws, this is the one I hate the most.

And it's not for my own selfish reasons that I'm kind of upset.

...

So anyway, as some of us know, Delaney and Zack are dating, officially.

And as happy as I want to be for them. I just can't be. One, my selfishness prevents me from that.

And... Delaney is one of Reona's best friend's, and Reona, REALLY likes Zack. And I feel so awful for her, because as you all know. I've been in this position. And just feel as if I stick beside Reona, because, yeah I want her to know that there's someone here that does know what this is like.

Anyway. Yeah, you guys probably know about my own selfish reasons, so I won't waste your time by ranting about it.

I'm out. Talk to you guys later.

-Hannah

xo