you know what?

I really envy you guys.

Like, I don't even know, but I feel like I'm just always being left out of everything, I'm the last one to know everything. And no one TALKS to me this year.

I mean it's our fucking Senior year and after this year, we'll probably never see each other again. We'll be going our separate ways. And I just don't like it.

I'm just saying that'd it be nice for me to be invited to these little get togethers so I could actually see you guys.

Yeah.

No one ever checks this god damn thing so none of you will see it more than likely but whatever.

Seniors!

Tomorrow is the last first day of high school.

We will have the best year EVER!

In other news: I submitted my online application to Berea. So I'm hoping I can complete the rest of my file the best that I can and hope I get accepted.

I'm also planning to apply to Warren Wilson for obvious reasons.

Life is finally getting exciting again!

I think it's pretty clear that we're all too busy for this blog.

Well, not necessarily busy, just kind of forgotten about it.

But anyway I'm here to tell you that I believe my time on this blog has come to an end.

I've had some good memories with it, but ally things must end.

If you want to keep up with me, then you can go through my tumblr.

basterdofoz.tumblr.com

farewell "blog of the phunk"

-hannah

Hey guys

Remember that road trip we were planning on taking after we graduate?

I think we should start thinking about that more.

because

we're going to Ontario, I've decided.

JUST SO YOU GUYS KNOW.

And if you guys don't want to go there

then you can just drop me off and I'll live with Dexter.

yep

love,

Hannah

And again...in better quality!

:D

This is how I fell in love with him.....musically!

It also doesn't hurt to say he's gorgeous! :D

This. Guy. Rocks!

Goodness!

This blog slipped my mind. I'm sorry!!!!!

Posting time.

Hannah....KURT! I love you! We should hang more this summer! I don't know if you're watching The Glee Project or not, but there's a really attractive, and really talented contestant named Cameron Mitchell! Beautiful....and a great singer!

Also.....LAURA......I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!

Taylor, I hope Vermont is the shiz!

Lekey.....I saw you!

Heather.......I saw you too a little bit ago too!

So....we need to like have a Mario Kart marathon and a Sailor Moon marathon......let's all watch Cameron and his Irish BFF Damian (who's dreamy) on The Glee Project!

I'm never going to be good enough.

For anyone.

Not for my mom. My dad. My family.

I feel as if I'm just slipping off of everyone's radar.

Hell, I'm slipping off my own radar.

I'm useless.

Pathetic.

Disgusting.

Never going to be good enough.

I want more than anything to be able to look in the mirror and see someone worthwhile. I'd fucking love that.

I fucking hate my life.

Hate it.