Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I'm sorry I can't go in depth now.

I'm fine, kind of.... I'll explain more later.

Random Rantages I s'pooooose.

Hannah, ma sista' (ghetto for sister) be optimistic like you were before. I like that better. Besides, (stealing Laur-Laur's role) whether you think you can or you think you can't, you're rignt. So think you can, k? We all do. About the feeling guilty for no reason: HIGH FIVE, MAN.

I need to hear from Heather. NOW. It's driving me insane.

And I need to send Kay-Kay an invite to the blog. *to do list*

LEKEY! Slut shorts! LOL!

So, we seem to have a little club, me, Lek-Lek and Heh-Heh. And KK, I suppose. Whatever.

AAND THOUGH YOU'RE DEAD AND GONE, BELIEVE ME, YOUR MEMORY WILL CARRY OOONNNN! (With funny New Jersy accent)

Monday, September 29, 2008

Um... words?



HAPPY BIRTH DAY HANNAH!

Here we go again...

Man, you were just so optimistic a little while ago Hannah! I mean, of course he's gonna be a little upset at first when he's just getting over a break up, but you gotta be patient. What he needs right now is a fun friend who's gonna cheer him up and make him forget about Terra for awhile. As for that, I know no one better for that job than you.

Be careful not to make him uncomfortable at first by coming on to him too obviously, and just cheer him up whenever you can. Then, once he's over his break up, who's gonna be the first person that comes to his mind? YOU. You would've helped him when he needed it most, and that always leaves a big impression on someone. And this is the second phase of the full MHTL plan.

And, sadly, I don't have time to put up icons, as my dad's trying to drag me out of the door at the moment... So see you guys later!

I DO NOT THINK HE'S GOD!!!

There is not a problem with loving your Shift key. And I can can capitalize anything I want, most of the time when I capitalize it just has something to do with Tory...
I'm sorry, I can't control how I feel.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

muuuusings...

Here is what I've been thinking about lately... Isn't it strange...

  • How polar opposites of emotion can exist in such close quarters?
  • How comfortable some people seem with themselves?
  • How humans have the capacity to feel this much emotion without exploding?
  • That people can care soooo much?
  • How blessed I feel that I can.

My dearest, most beloved friends, I can't express how glad I am to know you. Please don't hesitate to call me or message me or randomly show up at my house if the need should arise. it is my goal to always be there for you guys.

Moving on to lighter topics: Hannah, you always capitalize 'him' when you are using that pronoun to refer to Tory. I know you like him a lot, but hes not God... chiillll! Oh, and whaddya want for your birthday??? Please hasten to reply. Thanks.

Well, I seem to have run out of words earlier than expected. Loooove you guys. :)

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Good mood gone.

So I was Myspace a little earlier and Tory was on. (no He didn't message me nor did I message him.) His mood was simply "WHY" and he posted a bullitin called "Three F's" and the three F's were "F'd, fooled, and failed" The after that he said "The story of my life." Which simply means He's really upset. which makes me upset. He really liked Terra and now that their not together He's a train wreck, only ten times worse. Terra Made him happy, and without her he's unhappy, the only reason I was really happy was that he seemed okay with them breaking up, and he's not... Gosh, I wish there was something I could do. but there isn't, and I know even if we eventually got together, I couldn't make him as happy as Terra did. ~sigh~ This Sucks. I feel guilty and I didn't even do anything...

Birthday Party, Monday, Meet at my Crib yo.

*Crib is Ghetto for house

So Yeah, you get the jif man, (no, not the peanut butter). Meet at my place at 5:00 p.m. SHARP!!! If you come any later than that you will not be allowed into the party. And Yes there will be cake/Ice cream/Guitar Hero/My dad Possibly being a show off and playing his guitar... Then Those of who are coming to my aunts old crib, for the sleepover will be leaaving my house around 6:30 to 7:00. Get it? Got it? good.

'Till then, Peace, love, and Happy pik-cha's lol. (pictures)

YESSSS.

Hate to say it Hannah, but I TOLD YOU SOOOOO! Let me tell you, I never thought I'd see such soppy icons on a posting of yours. *grins* Just give it some time so he can recover a bit from his last relationship. Or if you really want to speed things along, join cross country! Hahahaha.
Who else is glad its fall? Not necessarily fall break, just fall.

Everyone says that spring is the time for love, but in respect of the Phunk, I think fall is helping us out more than spring ever did.

*Heather: I love you. Sorry about your parents. Just know that we're ALWAYS here for you no matter how far away we are. Got me? You'd better.

*Taylor: piiiie. Me and you girl, we are gonna hang out this week. Especially since I'm missing Sayf for homecoming... heheh. OH! You should just come with me! There's a good idea.

*Laura: Still workin' on it. You really should consider my last suggestion... but if you won't, then we'll keep looking until we find the perfect 'one'. LOL. :)

YAY PHUNK LOVE LIVES!! YAY PHUNK! YAY FALL! You guys really are the best friends anyone could ask for.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Faith, love, and optimism

Oh my god... I am happier than I've ever been! (mainly because of Acedemic team practice) Heather, you were'nt there, but I hung with tory (and Isaac because he was just there) pretty much the majority of the time. It made me so Happy, and now I know that I know I can talk to him without being worried about anything, and it makes feel like maybe, just maybe this whole operation just may work! The Optimist inside me has finally taken over and has given me faith! And I'm going to stick with the whole operation until either He asks me out or until I get the courage to ask him out. Things are fianlly starting to turn around. and it feels SO good!!











Okay, so I'm getting a little ahead of myself, with all these pictures but I'm pretty sure you guys did these things too. (at least I hope so or else I'm gonna feel like a total idiot.)