I want to forget everything.

I want to forget Freshman year.

I want to forget all the shitty people I associate with.

I want to forget all the people I've hurt.

I want to forget all the people that have hurt me.

I just want to forget.

I'm tired of being everyone's punching bag.

I hate all the people that sit there and talk shit about me.

I hate the people that make fun of me, whether it's my hair, what I wear, what I think, I hate them.

I'm tired of being a failure, and letting everyone down.

I'm basically useless to everyone around me.

And I hate this feeling.

And I'm sure as hell tired of feeling alone.

I swear, if I had the courage, I would end it.

End all this rage, depression, uselessness.

I'm just tired of everything, and everyone.

And I want it to end.