wow golly i'm sure glad i have friends that keep me in the loop and invite me to social events. seriously, thanks homies.

I want to let everyone who posts on this blog know that a) I will see it if anyone posts and b) I will read any post but c) I may not reply.

If we all want to start posting again I'm up for that.

it's kind of stressful trying to keep all of my friendships healthy, i try to spend time with everyone and then someone has to get all whiny because i'm not paying enough attention to them. and to be honest, only one person does that. but it STRESSES ME OUT. I can't please her and then try to hang out with other people because she won't HAVE THAT. Every minute of every day I have to spend with her and it's really starting to piss me off dear god.

I know no one has been on here in months and no one will probably see this but i just really needed to vent.