End of an Era

Hey guys! This post marks the end of an era. We are all graduating and going off on our own adventures. New colleges, people, and loves. So best of luck to all of you! As of today, this blog can no longer be posted on. It will stay as it is, a monument to times past. Read it whenever you feel the need to reminise. Best of luck to all of you in all your endeavors as adults!

Thought you would enjoy this!

Misunderstanding

The intent of my post was not at all to be insulting towards anyone in any way, nor was it to complain about others, but I was hoping that everyone would see it. Since I never see you guys I've never had the opportunity to stand up for myself, and I felt like I was entitled to have to chance. Maybe the things being said about me aren't that bad, but I really have no way of knowing that. Really all I was trying to say is that I don't want you guys to hate me based off of whatever it is. We used to be so close, and I think it's very unfortunate that we have so much uncleared air between us. I know that we'll probably never be friends again, but that certainly doesn't mean we have to be enemies, or hateful towards one another. I just didn't want to have all this unrest sitting up there in my brain anymore.

Hi I'm a title!

I wish there was some way that we could disable posting but not delete the blog.

I don't want to forget anything that happened while this blog was active, but really this is going nowhere. We read it rarely and I increasingly have no clue what anyone's talking about when they post. Like this? What even happened on the weekend of February 19? I couldn't figure it out at the time and I still can't.

Because seriously I want to quit being a person who's always implying and hinting at things and I know that won't happen but I at least want to try.

So if oops italics. So if we want this to become a blog where the three of us complain about each other/other people/everyone/life then okay whatever go ahead. I get blog posts in my Facebook inbox, so don't think nobody sees it. I can complain about everyone too.

I don't know where this is all going, this post or this blog or anything

It was good, as good goes.

-Taylor

I am way confused.

I seriously want to know what I ever did to you people? I used to think of you all as my family and since I left all I have heard is that you guys trash talk me all the time.

When I switched schools I was heart broken to have to leave my family. You guys were the people that made me feel safe and cared about, and thought of leaving that comfort terrified me, but you guys helped me gain the confidence I needed to be myself so when I left I took a piece of advice from each of you and carried it with me everywhere I went until I felt comfortable with my new surroundings. Even after I felt more at home at Garrard I still kept you all in my thoughts, but then I started to hear that you guys didn't like me. That you thought I was a fake, and a liar, and a bitch, and that hurt me more then you could possibly imagine. I have never been more honest with a group of people in my life then I was with you guys and to hear that you think of me as a liar is just painful.

I know that we all make mistakes in our lives and I've made my fair share but that's what high school is all about, making mistakes, learning what you can from them and then growing from them. And this is exactly what I have done. I am proud of myself, and I think of myself as a confident and successful young woman. I help people when I can, and I have a kind word for everyone, and that's how people at Garrard view me. Or at least that's what I'm told. I know that I made a majority of my life mistakes around you guys but you haven't seen how much I have grown from them and it's unfair of you to make snap judgments about me and just assume that I'm the same girl I was Sophomore year.

In some way's I'm still the same Heather, with the same sense of humor, and off the wall personality, but I'm a more mature person, a more loving person, and a more independent person. So please, all I ask is that you guys not judge me so quickly. If you'd like to get to know me again then I would love that more than anything, but if you don't want to then thats fine.

something i should've said a damn long time ago

alright, you know what.

I'm fucking done. okay? ya get that?

done.

like, I get that she's made mistakes in the past, but so have you ALL. and you've done as much shit to her as she has to you.

the her in this is heather, if you hadn't guessed.

and I'm fucking TIRED of you guys bitching about her. or telling me, ME OF ALL FUCKING PEOPLE, that you have shit with her and that you don't like her. and then you say all this shit about her AND SHE'S NOT EVEN THERE TO DEFEND HERSELF!!!

You guys are assholes and I won't take it anymore, okay?

And yeah, okay, she's such a terrible person, she's only saved my life on countless occasions and kept me from doing really stupid shit to myself.

yeah okay. terrible person.

but, no.

and don't be all "oh we don't have a problem with you, just her..."

no, fuck that

you have a problem with her

then you have a problem with me, okay?

She's grown so much as a person and if you can't see that then you're fucking stupid.

leaving berea was the best decision she ever made.

because she got so much happier after she got some of you out of her life.

and i'm happy and proud of her.

so if you guys are gonna go on and bitch about her and hate her for mistakes that happened years ago, just know that i'm not gonna be around for it.

because i'm fucking done.

officially.

-hannah

wow golly i'm sure glad i have friends that keep me in the loop and invite me to social events. seriously, thanks homies.

I want to let everyone who posts on this blog know that a) I will see it if anyone posts and b) I will read any post but c) I may not reply.

If we all want to start posting again I'm up for that.

it's kind of stressful trying to keep all of my friendships healthy, i try to spend time with everyone and then someone has to get all whiny because i'm not paying enough attention to them. and to be honest, only one person does that. but it STRESSES ME OUT. I can't please her and then try to hang out with other people because she won't HAVE THAT. Every minute of every day I have to spend with her and it's really starting to piss me off dear god.

I know no one has been on here in months and no one will probably see this but i just really needed to vent.

Big Phunk Family Hangout!

Needs to happen when Laura gets home.
I miss having all of us together.
I only see everybody at different times of the today, and then there's this whole relationship I kinda have. ;)
But yes. We need to all hang out and just vent our troubles, share jokes, laugh, and have a merry ole' Phunky time.
Who's with me? :D